decode|| Felix Catton

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felix's pov
oliver and i have gotten closer again, but i've kept her warnings in mind. she gets uncomfortable around him. his stares don't let up around her either. it's been a month since we've gotten together. everyone's happy for us. farleigh still has his snarky shit to say. my old flings like annabel and india hate it. i have her favorite flowers in hand ready to take her out to celebrate. i walk to her dorm and open the door with a key just to see her kissing oliver what the fuck?! "all this talk and this is what you do?" she says "felix wait-" "don't. were done. i can't believe i loved you!" i snap walking away dropping the flowers.

sabrina's pov
here i am ready for him to pick me up. the door opens and i grin "you're early" "not felix" oliver says. i glare his way "what are you doing here" he smirks "im here to tell you i've seen how you look at me" what the hell is he on about? i snap "what? with total distain and annoyance" "no i know you don't love felix. you look at me like you want my cock and i'm here to give it to you love" stepping in my space. i back away "i don't want you oliver. never will you psychopath. now leave. felix will be here any minute" he grabs me tightly and snaps "you're bloody mine" i push him "i belong to felix and myself. never you! get the fuck away from me!" he kisses me and tightens his grip and i thrash trying to get away but i can't. he's too strong. i'm trapped here. trapped. "all this talk and this is what you do?" felix snaps. a tear falls "felix wait-" he throws his flowers "don't were done! i can't believe i loved you" storming away. oliver smirks "now that that's over i have felix to console. such a slut you are didn't know you had it in ya" i smack him "fuck you. get the fuck out" he pins me to the wall by my throat as i claw at his hand "stay the fuck away from him. you don't deserve him." i wheeze "please" afraid. he grins "no one would even notice you're gone. i should fuck you before you do it" i knee him and grab the camera i set up here having felt like i was being watched when i was alone. "bitch!" he snaps and i run out. where would felix go? i keep running searching. i hit a chest and back away "sabrina?" farleigh. i hug him "help me" i sniffle. 

he pulls back "what the hell happened to you love?" i sniffle "oliver...felix thinks i cheated but i didnt. he attacked me...help me farleigh i know you hate me but please" i cry. he hugs me "cmon ill call felix" leading me to his room. and i curl into myself staring blankly flashbacks of the men my mother brought home fill my mind. "it's sabrina felix" i hear. "you don't get it felix! don't hang up! felix!" he snaps. he calls again "felix just hear me out! she's in a bad state! no! not because you think she cheated on you! mate she's traumatized right now. she said oliver attacked her. she ran into me and bloody hugged me! she needs you felix! felix!" i can't breathe. farleigh says "breathe love you're okay. you're gonna be okay" dialing again "felix she's been sexually assaulted take your head outta ya ass and bring you're ass here now!" hanging up. he tries to talk me through breathing but i just can't

felix's pov
i kick india out redressing. oliver attacked her? she was being assaulted and i left her! fuck! i run to farleighs room banging on the door. i pant "is she okay?" he steps aside and i see her there on the couch. her makeup ruined from tears. hair disarray. bruises coming in. i approach her "Sab?" touching her hand and she jumps away from me "it's just me" granted an hour of Farleigh calling and conversation late. fucking india in between. pain from her cheating too great to handle in a way that wasn't drinking and fucking. she looks at me "what are you doing here?" "i'm here because you need me" i say confused. she chuckles "yeah. find enough time in your schedule fucking whatever whore to hurt me to come?" she knows. i say "sab-" she shakes her head "what story did oliver spin now felix? what we've been fucking for weeks?" wiping a tear that falls. i shake my head "i thought-" "id cheat on you. i'm aware. you didn't even let me defend myself. you just left me there" she scoffs

i fucked up. but what else was i supposed to think. i say "love im sorry. okay? i'm so fuckin sorry why don't you come back to my dorm with me tonight?" she shakes her head "don't worry about it" i say "someone did this to you of course im going to worry about it" she scoffs shaking her head "someone. it's always someone but never oliver to you. you know he threatened to kill me? i shouldn't have to deal with my boyfriend being oblivious to his stalker and almost get raped and killed for it"

i say "oliver isn't like that love." she scoffs "you were right. we are done felix. i can't do this anymore" i say "darling. we can figure this out" "there's nothing left here for you to decode felix. i'm telling you who did this to me and you don't believe me even seeing part of it. here's your evidence" she says handing me a camera. i say "sabrina wait-" she shakes her head "i love you but im tired felix." leaving. i curse my hands in my hair tugging harshly. farleigh says "mate go after her" i scoff "i thought you'd be happy she's gone" "i don't hate her felix. i thought i did but i see how happy she makes you. don't lose that for oliver" he tells me.

i run after her and grab her arm and she jumps in fear almost slapping me in the process but i catch her arm "it's just me love" she asks "what more do you want felix?" i say "i just want you" stroking her hair hating the marks on her. she shakes her head and i say "i shouldve been there to protect you and i wasn't and im so sorry love. i shouldn't have fucked india either" she moves away from me "it's not even about that. you don't trust me." "of course i do" i say "if you did you wouldn't have believed id cheat on you so easily. i've warned you about oliver multiple times and you didn't care. farleigh was telling you i needed you and you didn't care! you were fucking her! tell your parents i wont be joining you at saltburn." she tells me. wiping a tear. i tell her "i love you" "i love you too felix but...this is too much. i can't do this. not like this" she says and leaves me there. fuck.