alive / chenford

Tonight is the night

Lucy's POV

A few months have passed and I have been going back to work. I'm so happy to be back at mid-Wilshire, even though everytime I walk in I get pity looks from everyone. I arrive at work that morning and head straight to the locker room, I see angela. "Hey girl, how are you doing" she askes. "I'm actually quite good, i have been going to therapy twice a week. Tim has been really really nice and I'm just really happy. Sure there are still some moments where the trauma takes over but tim helps me through it". I see Angela smiling "Tim is such a softie for you, oh my god" I smile at the thought that Tim is onky like that with me, it makes me feel special" I'm also thinking about the fact we haven't had sex yet, I feel like i'm ready so maybe I should discuss it with him because he is still scared to kiss me sometimes.

After shift I see Tim in the parking lot and start walking next to him. He taps my thigh and I run my finger over his hand. "Tonight is the night" his eyes widen "are you sure, Lucy. Are you ready?"
I assure him I'm ready "I learned in therapy that what happened to me isn't sex, it's rape. With you it's completelt different, it's an action of love." I get on my tiptoes and whisper in his ear "and honestly I can't wait to tear those clothes of you, bradford" Tim leans down and says "well let me show you how much I love you then" i giggly, my body is on fire ith just a touch from tim, my cheeks turn red. "So my place or yours? Tim asks. "Aren't you going to take me out first, bradford? I thought you were a gentleman" i says in a sacarstic tone. Tim stutters "uh yea I- I didn't mean to- uh I-, I'll pick u up at 7 okay?" I laugh because I've never seen Tim Bradford this nervous' "i was joking, but 7 sounds good" i head to my own car and drive home.

I quickly head to my shower and shave my whole body, it was the definition of an "everything shower". I go to my closet and soon enough all my clothes are on my bed and the floor. Eventually I choose a black dress with roses on them, the cleavage shows just enough breast so I know it will drive Tim crazy by just looking at it. I also put on some black heels and top it off with my favourite necklace and golden hoop earrings.

I look at my phone "6:45pm" shit, I still need to do my make up. I decided on natiral make up and a red lip to accentuate the red roses on my dress. Damn I look good, I say to myself while looking in the mirror. And then I hear a knock, it's Tim. When I opedn the door his jaw hits the floor. "You okay there Tim?" I laugh at him. "Uh yeah, yeah I'm fine. You just look really really good tonight? he smirks at me. "So are you saying I don't look good when I'm not dress up?" I pout. "I-, no I mean-." i start laughing "Tim, I'm kidding. Let's head out haha"

The dinner was so nice and I've never laughed so much on a date. I leaned in closer to him as we stood by his car, and started kissing him. He backed me into the car and responded by kissing me back. The kiss is very hot and eager, like he wants to tear me apart. I pull away, he looks confused and concerned. "Can you plezse take me home, i need you. I can't wait any longer." His eyes start to fill with lust en before I know it we ar at his house. He opens my car door and picks me up, my legs wrap around his waist and we start kissing. He opens the door and immediately takes his shirt off "someone is impatient" i laugh at him, he quickly shuts me up by kissing me again. He grabs me and put me on his counter. I grab his neck pulling him closer and I can feel every inch of his body against mine, which means I can also feel how hard he is through his jeans. I take of my dress leaving me in just my black lace bra and underwear. He takes a step back and takes me in, I like how hungry he looks, it looks like he could eat me alive, which honestly I wouldn't say no to. I can't wait any longer and pull him back onto me. "Wow someone is a little impatient" he says in a sarcastic way. Ugh ofcourse he uses his words against me. "Tim I need you in me, Now". He pulls his pants of and we have th best sex I have EVER had, I'm serious, who knew sex could be this good.

I wake up in his bed, my head in his chest and his arms wrapped around me. I feel so happy, I finally feel at home.