🖤 ''This is it. This is the end.'' 💜

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ravenash angst to feed you children! enjoy...

also tw! Suicide mentioned (and someone dead ass died)
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''I hate you! You're the worst cookie I have ever met. I thought I loved you, but all that mattered to you was having someone to entertain you!''

Those were the words Devil said to him in an argument.

That was his final straw. As Devil threw the friendship bracelet that they made themselves at the ground, stomping on it and running off. Ash tried to reach out for them, but it was too late.

He collapsed to the ground, staring as tears fell from his dark, sunken eyes. He didn't mean to upset them, he didn't even mean to make it seem like all they were was entertainment for him.. really they weren't, all he wanted was some support from the one he cared as much about as his own lover.. and now this cookie hated him.. all because he said one wrong thing that wasn't intentional.

Punching the ground, the ashen cookie bloodied his knuckles, sobbing for a solid 30 minutes on the cold grounds of what was once the blazing valley.

Soon, he stood up... walking, rather than floating, back to the house where him and Raven resided. He knew Raven was busy, at least that's what he thought, so he went to the bedroom, grabbing the pistol that he had previously purchased for self defense... loading it with a bullet or two in case the first didn't work. He slowly held the gun to his head, about to pull the trigger.. then the door opened.

''Ash...?''

There stood Raven, baring a bouquet of flowers he had gotten secretly instead of working, just for the ashen cookie.. in hopes it'd of cheered him up.

A look of horror displayed on the archers face as he stared at the sight of ash holding a gun to his head, tear stained cheeks and dull eyes.

Raven ran over, setting the flowers to the side.. ''Ash! Ash what are you doing please put down the gun!..'' He hissed as he tried to get the gun from the ashen cookie, who pulled it away and shifted it so the archer couldn't grab it.

''You weren't supposed to see this..!'' Ash whimpered, scrambling back with the gun in hand.

''Please.. please don't do this, what happened..? I'm here.. please just tell me..'' Raven said in a panic, worried Ash would do it.

''...Devil fucking hates me, they said it themselves... I fucked up, I did the worst thing I could ever do.. I loved them as a sibling and I betrayed them. I don't deserve to be alive.''

''Squiggles.. Ash my love please...please don't hurt yourself.. I.. I know how much they meant to you but...they might not even mean it..! What if they.. what if they were just mad...?'' He tried to use the ashen cookies favorite silly nickname to comfort him, but it really wasn't working...

''They destroyed the friendship bracelet they made for us.. stomped on it and left.. they don't want anything to do with me anymore.. they've blocked me on social media and they are done with me..'' Ash said with a shaky voice

''Ash... sweetheart... I... I am so sorry that happened to you.. just.. please.. for my sake.. and for yours and others.. please.. please don't kill yourself....I'm begging you...''

''I already made my choice, I wrote the note and everything... I'm not going back..'' He said as he slowly lifted the gun back up to his head.

This caused Raven to go into a panicked frenzy. ''ASH PLEASE.. PLEASE DONT DO IT!'' he sobbed, trying to reach to take the gun away from him, his wings flapping aimlessly as ash moved away.

''PLEASE.. PLEASE RETHINK YOUR CHOICES! PUT THE GUN DOWN!'' Cries echoed as he collapsed to the ground, trembling and looking up at the ashen cookie, who stepped back once more, looking down at Raven with tears falling...

''I love you, Raven. Thank you for being there for me.. But I won't risk losing you too if I mess up again...''

and then the trigger was pulled.

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The ashen cookies body fell to the floor, the gun sliding away with jam oozing from the gunshot wound. Raven's ears rang from the sound and he stared in horror of what he just witnessed. He slid over to the corpse, shaking and sobbing as he fell and hugged the body.

This was the end.

Ash was dead.

He was dead and he wouldn't come back.

And Raven failed to stop the tragedy.

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3 hours later..

Cops swarmed the house, news reporters everywhere and caution tape surrounding the body.

Raven had to flee the scene. He knew he had to... he had to call with Ash's phone and flee...

and outside of the house stood Devil Cookie in the distance..

''....Did he.. really kill himself..?''

They snuck into the house from the back, peering into the room through the window... and there he saw the gun on the floor, jam pooling under the body and a hole shot into the cookies head, dead was the ashen pastry.

''....I... I caused this... I caused this didn't I...'' They said with a voice shakier than they ever bare. Did... Ash actually love and care about them..?

so much so that he took his own life because they were gone..?

Devil choked quietly on a sob, flying off to vent to angel about this and how horrible the devilish cookie was.. this was going to live forever in their mind... and they hated it..
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''Live news. Legendary Cookie Fire Spirit Cookie, known currently as Lord of Ash, has committed suicide in his own home. If anyone has any information on the situation, call-''

flick

Raven turned off the TV, of which he had borrowed from moonlight, having replayed the same video over and over again. He mourned the death of his lover, and yet... he felt like he was being watched by his lover... was he..? Maybe.. but he'd never know...

Devil watched the video over and over again too.. they could barely believe that Ash was dead.. and yet they had seen with their own two eyes what they caused..

both parties mourned in their own way for the fallen one

who watched the archer to protect him.. and still held the same regret of upsetting Devil... and yet he was almost ashamed of himself for taking his life.. but it was too late.

It was the end...

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I cried writing this istg

Anyway I hope you enjoyed this angsty ass chapter, just know suicide isn't a healthy thing, you shouldn't end your life and you should try to live because dying early locks all opportunities of living life to the fullest.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary issue, have a good day/night..



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