Director of feelings | chaesoo / jenlisa

Following the plan

"Fuck it," Rosé sighs, sniffing nose, and erases the sentence on the phone in the search engine.

She won't google it. Instead, she goes to messages and knocks thumbs on the screen. Thirty minutes have passed. Can she be considered to have been ignored? Well, how so? Rosé hates it when she doesn't respond to her messages, it's her first time, but she already hates it. There are only two messages from the brunette in the correspondence with threats and the imminent death of Park.

Rosé:
"Don't ignore. I asked, did you eat?"

The unpleasant squeak of the children's swing on which it swings. She raises her head, looking into the distance where her dog Hank is running. Rosé loves Seoul, this city enchants, playing on contrasts. Especially at dusk, when the sun sets over the horizon, allowing night shadows to envelop the streets. At this time, the world seems to shimmer. Peace. A lot of permissiveness, opportunities and comforting dreams of devery.

Seoul was created for Park Rosé.

In this city need to get distracted and think less. If think less, you live in peace. Nerve cells are not restored, so Rosé protects them and cares about everything, to herself, to others. It's easier for her. Maybe not in a human way. But she's not used to doing the right thing. Does as she wants, without thinking about the consequences, the feelings of others.

But one thought begins to pulsate in her head again, which does not give her peace.

"Shit," Park swears, still googles one word.

«Rape»

Rosé really didn't know who the rapist was. It's strange, the girl is twenty-four, and she doesn't know who and what it is. More precisely, she understands, but it's hard to explain. It will be a shame to ask friends. That's why she googles.

At first, she saw the pictures and, only shaking her head, opens the first link.

«Rape is a type of sexual violence that usually involves sexual intercourse by one or more people with another person without the latter's consent. Rape is a sexual crime. Usually rape is a sexual act committed against a victim who is in a helpless state (unconscious state, severe alcohol intoxication, mental disorder, young age), using physical violence or threat of its use, psychological pressure, economic, psychological or other dependence of the victim.»

Some nonsense. Jisoo wanted her. On the first day of the meeting.She was just playing hard to get. So she took her by force. Threats? Well, maybe a little. Psychological pressure? Unless it's a little. Young age. By the way, how old is she?

Rosé clearly doesn't like this page, so he goes to another one, swinging on the swing and hearing Hank's barking in the background.

"Types of rapists?" A blonde is mumming under her nose.

«The evil rapist uses physical cruelty and excessive force. Such a rapist wants to hurt the victim, humiliate her. It resorts to physical and verbal abuse much harsher than is necessary to control the situation. Such rapists can tie up the victim and then beat her. Their violence is impulsive, rash in advance.»

Well, yes. She humiliated her verbally. But not much. She was just saying what she thought. It was that she used physical force. But it's not tough. What was there? She tied her hands... she gave a slap in the slap... Squeezed her neck... Bruises... But in sex, on the contrary, it pours more excitement. More than once, girls themselves asked Rosé to use binding, suffocation and everything like that. That's normal, isn't it?

«The power rapists uses rape as a tool of sexual conquest, confirmation of their power. They often believe that she "seduces" their victim, they can fantasize that she will "surrender" after rape - she will want a permanent relationship, will be grateful for sex. Often such a rapist justifies the crime committed, believing that they gave the woman pleasure, and are surprised by the negative reaction or fear from the victim. Power rapists usually kidnap their victim, hold her in a room for a long time, commit repeated rapes.»