Director of feelings | chaesoo / jenlisa

17 days to break

It seems to me that I will never be able to write anything better than this particular chapter.
Probably because I've been writing it for so long, haha.
But anyway here it is <3
And feedback, guys, feedback;)

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The  Rasmus - In the Shadows

Animal fear.

The most that is.

Jisoo even feels her lower lip tremble when one guy wraps his arms around her from behind, while others laugh lasciviously, looking at her fragile body.

Her eyes crash into Rosè. Stupidly, she saw salvation in those gray eyes. She won't allow it. She'll protect her, won't she? Bitch, right?!

The guy from behind squeezes her body, running his nose over her neck, and whispers something about her being too sweet.

Jisoo didn't even have time to squeak when three guys pinned her down in a deserted alley. And when she saw Rosè, for the first time she was glad to see her. She was glad that she had been walking behind her for days in a row, silently escorting her home. She won't let this be done to her.

And her gaze is so alien. So unreadable. Detached. It's like Park is in another reality.

"Rosè," gasps bitterly, uttering with a sob. "Ple... please save... don't give me to them."

Painfully.

Something pricked her heart so painfully.

Rosé wanted to fall on the dirty ground and beat chest.

She is not pleased.

Fuck, she doesn't want to feel so much pain!

To see suffering in Kim's eyes and soak yourself in it!

Rosé understood one thing.

There was a weakness in her life.

She got sucked in after all.

Park Roseanne understood.

Kim Jisoo is her weak spot.

17 days ago

"I feel sorry for you, Jisoo."

"I have an emptiness for you, Rosè, you don't even have it for me!" Kim pushes her into her chest.

Rosé doesn't like it when someone diagnoses her. She knows better what she has.

Better!

"Shut up-shut up! You don't know!" pulled the brunette closer by the collar, which makes Jisoo have to stand on tiptoe.

"You did this to me! You made it so that everything overflows there, flooding my mind with strange actions. Am I crazy? And what?! My right! It's mine, damn it! I don't want to be perfect, that's not the word for me. Crazy psycho, that's perfect!"

Does Jisoo even know that she is the first one to say such a thing? The blonde's craziness and strangeness were considered a feature, and Jisoo said it was a disease. Rosé created it herself. And Kim tightened up. Why is she? Who the fuck knows! Rosé will sarcastically say, as always, «At the wrong time, at the wrong moment.»

She says this is the mistake of her whole life. And Rosè wants to say that it is difficult for her to call Jisoo and a mistake.

Can you imagine? She is not even worthy of such a status.

Jisoo says there's nowhere else to break it.

But Rosè shows the opposite.