Silence

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Play me a chord, the silence is too loud.

My eardrums are rattling, it hurts, I'm scared.

Give my mind something to latch onto, a small morsel of hope, a frequency.

So low it causes my bones to vibrate.

Give me music to save me.

All I can hear is the silence, and it's blasting.

The pain accompanies, but is overshadowed by sorrow and self-pity.

Save me from this blaring silence.

I cringe into the corner, fear taking over as the silence ensues.

My control is lost.

Won't you please play me some music?

Fuck you, I don't care if your voice is bad, you have the power to take me away from this hellish silence.

My ears ache.

Give me some sound so that I don't have to listen anymore.

My lungs feel tight, yet my fingernails continue to clench into the flesh of my palms.

Bring me into a crowd of people and I will smile.

I am anti-social, but their meaningless chatter fills my ears with a sense of security.

So bring me music.

bring me a crowd.

bring me a gun, shot next to my ear.

bring me a siren, whaling through a pair of headphones.

bring me a rock concert that leaves my ears ringing.

bring me a salvation from all of this silent sound so that I might catch a glimpse of safety.

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