"When was you going to tell me ?" .
You stand there staring at him. Not sure what to say or how to say it.
His stirn but also soft look made me feel stiff
"Im sorry" is all you can say.
Hawks knotices this and wonders over to you
And gives you a hug
"No im sorry" he says giving you the warmest hug you've ever been given.
You close your eyes trying not to cry.
"Anyway want some food it may do you some good" hawks pulls away you feel sad at the lack of warmth.
"Oh sure" you say going to sit down to eat not sure on what hes making.
Hawks bounces around his kichen grabbing spices and seasonings for his meal
"Here coffee" he passes you a mug and you take a wiff "mm vanilla" and you take a sip
Hawks places a plate in frount of you
The plate consists of chicken and salade as he remembers you saying salad goes with everything
You thank him and dig in
"Mmmm" you say having a mouthfull closing your eyes
"Thank you its really good"
Hawks smiles at you and stands there watching you wolff down the meal
"Ok here" he passes you a peice or paper that tells you the ammoubt of carbs in the meal
You tap over your arms and stomach untill you realise the pump needs to be replaced.
You head for your bag and bring out your bag trppace it and add the right amountof insulin
"Doesnit hurt?" Hawks asks as hes watching what your doing
"Erm not really well sometimes i can feel it spreading through my body" you say
He stays quiet and watches you
"How did you find this did u go through my bag?" You ask him
"No well sort of i heard a buzzing in your bag and i found it in your pouch"
"Hmm"
"How long have you had it for?" You jist want the world to swillow you up.
"5 years nearly 6"
"Hmm" her returns your comment
"Why didnt you tell me?" Hawks asks
You start getting mad
"Your asking to many questions"
"Im jist aski-"
"Well dont" you snap
"Thanks for the food" you stand up
Hawks begins to follow you and you walk fast and try to slam the door
He holds the dor with his hamds and you walk around the bed trying to grab your stuff
"What !" You demand
"Whatare yku doing?" "What do you think im doing" you grab your chloths and begin to walk away
"Move" "why" "cause im leaving" "where will you go" "i dont care anywhere but here"
He doesnt budge "im not asking you again move" hawks still doesnt budge you try to push past but to be frank he is built bigger than you
Hawls tries to grab you and put you on the bed to calm you down but you resist fighting your way out of his arms
"Angel calm down plea."
"Dont tell me to cslm down let me go"
"I wont" "stop" "sit down please" " hawks let me go now" with tears rolling down your face.
He doesnt let go. When you finally begin to relax you you calm down.
"Hey its ok" hawks pulls you up on the bed more and lies with you on his chest encasing you in his arms. You jad finally fallen asleep and hawks didnt mind at all
YOU ARE READING
Him her beautiful hawks x angel lightness
FanfictionIts a story i have written but have lost its called aquitaine So im writing it here
