A Weird Child's "journal"

(1) HELP ME I CANT SLEEP (long)

before I start this jornal entry, I need to update you guys on some new stuff! :)
(Also happy new year :3)

1. I don't like FNAF anymore, I somehow got into Mystreet, even though that show ended 5 years ago 🥶🥶
2. I HATE SCREENPHONE4 SO MUCH!!!!
3. I HAD a short crush on another thing, but I'm not gonna say who cuz I'm actually really embarrassed about it. (That's how you KNOW it was bad, I usually love talking about my goofy fictional crushes lol)
4. I love this journal thingy so much!!!!! I gonna try to write in it more, cuz I really like reading through them, and I know that you guys do too. :)

5. I'm running out of updates, so here's a short journal entry. So one day I decided to share a suggestion to castle on their discord serv, it was a suggestion for an update for longer audio, I thought it was super cool, AND THERE WOULD BE NO CONCECUENCES FROM IT, but I guess I was wrong, cuz I got major backlash and people told me that Castle would have to deal with copyright stuff which isn't good, they also made fun of me, so I was so embarrassed that I deleted the post, and left the server 🥰🥰🥰. But... To be honest... I wished I stayed, cuz the points they were making were kinda wack, and I would've been able to fight back or something, but I decided to be a big fat baby and Leave instead. :/
But now that I think about it more... I really don't care about that server, I didn't even talk there, and I never was going to.

So... We're finally now going to talk about the main topic...
WHICH IS THAT I CANT SLEEP AND I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TOO FOR TWO WEEKS :3

So, yeah, I can't freaking sleep AT ALL, and school has just started, and so I'm falling asleep during class and that isn't good, I really don't know why I can't sleep, I mean, I've tried EVERYTHING that I can think of, and I've even tried to NOT do things to help me, but it still hasn't worked!!

Don't use your iPad for too long?
STILL AWAKE!

Eat a good amount of food?
NUH UH!

ACTUALLY TRY TO SLEEP?
you fall asleep :)
...BUT YOU WAKE UP AN HOUR LATER!
AND ITS STILL NIGHTTIME!!!!!!
(Usually, the reason why I wake up so quickly is because the dream I have is usually scary or uncomfortable, and for some reason, I feel like the dream is real, so it makes me feel worser, but whats also weird is that I KNOW that I can wake up. ykw... I should talk about my dreams now, they're wayy more cooler than being unable to sleep, probably next chapter...)

And you know what's EVEN WORSER? When I stay up too late I get heart burn! AND ITS ALWAYS... ALWAYS AFTER 3AM! LIKE, HOW DOES THAT EVEN WORK??? DOES MY BODY JUST HAVE A CLOCK INSIDE IT OR SOMETHING??? AND WHY SPECIFICLY 3AM???? I JUST WANNA SLEEP 😭😭!!!!

I'm gonna talk about my dreams next chapter, and I'm thinking about doing a QnA also... But that'll probably be until a while.