"So I disgust you?!" You cry out, everything inside you filling up with sadness, grief, and let's not forget, betrayal.
She just stares at you and says nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Overcome with rage and panic, you start to choke on your tears now streaming down your cheeks. "Of course, of course you do! Because I...I tried so hard to be your friend! I just NEEDED SOMEONE!!" You scream, looking up at her. But of course, "YOU DON'T EVEN CARE, DO YOU!?! I said...I'm alone...!!" Her silence stifles you with silent anger, and it builds up into your chest, until you just finally let it out in your last crumbling blow. "MONO!!!"
You yell at the top of your lungs, to which she finally pays attention to, whipping her head around like a deer in headlights. "It means...alone, Six, doesn't it-!?!" "Shut up, just shut up!!" She yells back, slapping you. "You stupid bastard! I don't even care, I don't!!! mono is mono, he was meant to be that way!!" "What...who..?" You step away from her in disgusted confusion, gently putting a hand to your now swelling face. "Mono...?" "I hate you!!!" She yells, ignoring you. "Yes, I hate you!! I hate you, I hate Mono, I hate everyone in this fucking
world!!" She grabs you as her expression changes from pure anger to a crazed sad smile. You gasp as your foot slips slightly away, into air off the platform.
You push yourself forward, but look behind you, to see that you're now standing right on the edge of the wooden platform. She's pushed you there, backed you away into this endless yet deadly corner. "What do you want...?" You scowl at her. "I want you to fuck off." She smiles, putting a finger on your chest, gently pushing onto it, making you shiver. "Won't you?" She asks in that sickly sweet tone, her lips curling into a disgusted smirk. You've been crying, but the tears are starting to feel softer now. Clearer, with the air running from behind you. The ocean, if only you were a bit closer to it... that's where you're meant to go. The water, with all your tears. Or just...nowhere. Aren't you already in this Nowhere though? I feel like a child. Backed away into a corner, crying, with nothing else to do, to say, just...helpless. Huh. "Okay." You gasp a breath. "Okay."
You let it push into you as you fall off the edge and into the oceany air, just like you wanted.
N/N: drowned
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Fanficplease, don't read this. If you happen to come across it, I mean. I'm not trying to be dramatic or anything, this is just an old fanfic I had to publish to save space And no it's not a trolls fanfic I just wanted the cover to say 'die' :) If you're...
