Centopia's dark farmer

Chapter 9: to belong in this fairytale land

Sooo this was one of the few Au that's I have but done nothing so I'd decided to pull this Au out of the cupboard. Don't we love the cabinet? It's full of beautiful ideas that I'd haven't used yet and use it to make my life easier, soooooo it's time for some trigger warnings that aer in this Chapter lmao-mentions of the abuse/shown abuse and self-deprecating thoughts/self-harm, Somewhat graphic violence, PTSD mentions Panic attacks, Discrimination, Mental illness mentions/shown,

Time for a disclaimers: Mia and me does not
belong to me. I am simply borrowing the characters and world for fun and writing practice because I'd need to some for getting my original book written in time for the end of this year hopefully.

So, this is a little jumbled, but I blame the show format for this. Also spoilers for basically the rest of the season. It made sense to keep a lot of it in when I was writing this, so the over arching story with Mia will have all the important mile stones with obvious differences that we won't see because we're hanging with Violetta.

Also a little update to do with unexpected hero should be a new chapter when it's ready but it has been worked on at the minute so it'll probably be done soonish also working on all the other stories that are on the account. It's just wanted to have a break. Do something for a show that I enjoyed when I watched it and this was a bit of a worldbuilding experiment because it felt like the world of Centopia had the potential to be something, but they didn't do anything with it. Very interesting concepts if you've watched the show and you'll see what I mean as we go through the story because essentially in the show the normal elves are pretty much just a racist to the dark elves and it's never really explained why and I just kind of wanna do some well building experiments but also give some love to a show/story that doesn't really get that much love.

The only things that'll be mine are the OC's, that's i'd iinclude any in the story, and most of the story's plot is mine, but we do eventually get into  Mia and me plot for sometimes also because of my dyslexia so plz tell me if and then I'll write the words wrong so it's easier for everyone to read I'd appreciate it but whatever the show must go on))
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The doctor came.  I was given something to help me relax, and my mother made it clear that it had been just another panic attack.  Well, she made it clear that the doctor thought it was another attack.  My mother was already getting in contact with someone else to get a second opinion, though how that would change anything was completely beyond me.  All I knew was that while I could breathe, it still hurt.

The rasp in my throat still made it impossible to breathe, and I felt like I had been put through the wringer.

The doorbell rang, and my mother disappeared.  Maybe it was the doctor that would give my mother the answer that she wanted.  I pulled the blanket up over my shoulders, right up to my skin.  I felt gross.  My entire body was covered in dried sweat, and from time to time I still felt the tingling of cold run down my body.  Maybe a shower would make me feel better.

Then again, first I would need to get enough energy to get out of bed.  Even the thin blankets felt like they were suffocating me, pushing down on my chest.

My mother reappeared, muttering to herself and looking both irritated and pleased with herself.  I knew that look well enough.

"Alright, you need to get out so we can get you to a proper doctor," said my mother, that sneer still on her face.

I sighed and turned away from her.  I wasn't going anywhere.  It was just a panic attack.  Like when I came back from almost drowning in the freezing water.