The Famous Idol (Lisrene)

I'm Jealous

LISA
It's been a month since I fly to Paris, it's also a month that I didn't saw her. I only communicate with her through SNS but we barely reply with each other, probably because of our loaded schedules. They're busy promoting their comeback album while I am busy filming the series I'm offered to, not to mention the back to back photoshoots with Celine and new campaign for Bulgari. Being an idol sometimes is exhausting, I need to give up my 'Me Time' just to attend emergency meetings or conference, however I am happy that I'm doing what I wanted to. While I make myseld loaded, I admit that I miss her, she's the only person I'm thinking right now aside from my manager who's always bugging me and worried whenever I'm out at the hotel where I'm staying. I have a lot of thoughts right now that I wanted to tell her. However, I'm hesitating whether to confess or not because I'm thinking we're not feeling the same way. Honestly, I even don't know how to win a girl seriously because I've been into open and complicated relationships.

"So tell me, how's it going. How it looks to film an action series along with the zombies?" My bestfriend Rosè is in Paris right now for fashion week since she's the Global Ambassador of YSL.

"Seriously? You're asking me about the zombies not with the actors?" I laugh.

She just roll her eyes "You know, I'm interested more in Zombies than the people you're working with. Besides, I know you can cope easily with other poeple. I'm actually more worried to them"

I furrowed my eyebrows.

"I know how stubborn you are. You're not giving them hard time, are you?"

"Yah Park Chaeyoung!"

"What? Lalisa Manoban?"

"How dare you talk to your bestfriend like that?" I scoffed.

"Rather than praising you, aside that you're also known as international playgirl" she continue munching the croissants. To be honest, croissant is the best paired with coffee as the weather in Paris right now is cooler, it gives a romantic vibe most especially if you're with someone else you like. Then again, she popped up in my mind.

"Don't tell that. You know I'm getting serious right now" I protested.

"Are you? When did the great Lalisa Manoban thought to become serious?" She sarcastically said.

"Just recently"

She directly looks into my eyes seriously "Oh My God! Are you serious?"

I just nod at her while I'm enjoying drinking my hot cafè americano.

"Who's that unlucky girl?" She grinned.

I just gave her a death glare but then she laugh.

"Okay okay! Seriously Lisa? Who is she? Is she an idol? Is she famous? Is she someone I knew?" She asked continously.

"Calm down! One question at a time"

"Then who is it?"

I am hesitating if I'm going to tell her or not "Just someone ..."

"Yah Lalisa!"

"I'm trying to figure out right now how to tell her. You know I have that mini trauma, what if she reject me?" I look at her trying to reminisce everything.

My bestfriend's became serious "You know, it's been ages ago. I think you need to let that mini trauma of yours. Trust me, that person probably likes you too"

"Do you think?" I looked at her eyes.

"Of course! You're the only Lalisa Manoban" she drinks her coffee while continue eating the croissant. "But who is she?"