The Famous Idol (Lisrene)

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LISA

Irene is definitely one of the best thing that happened to me. I just wanted to be with her all my life, wherever and whenever she is I wanted to be with her. Everyday, I am always startstruck to her immaculate visual, I can't get used to it, everyday she became more fcking beautiful. She was so beautiful, more beautiful than those on the magazines. She is beautiful, for the way she thought. She was beautiful , for the sparkle in her eyes everytime she talks about something she loves. She is so beautiful the way she cares for other people, especially those who were close to her. I witnessed how she cared about her members, her family, and to me. She wasn't just beautiful because of her gorgeous looks, she's beautiful deep down into her soul.

Everyday, I learned more about her. She is just more than her intimidating looks. Behind those cold aura, there lies a very warmth person. And yes, I'm falling into her deeper, there's no way I can let her go.

Meeting her parents is something I didn't expected. It puts me into a situation where I felt anxious, but it didn't last long since Irene makes sure that everything will be alright. My uneasiness turns into calmness as I was put into interrogation with her parents. Like Irene, they were kind and warm.

It's normal for every parent to think about their child's comfort. Like for how other parents act, I fully understand their perspective. I am somehow relieved that they don't meddle with their child's business. I just need to prove and show them how I love Irene.

"So? How did turn out meeting her parents?" It was my friend Bambam, I am in his studio right now checking on him since I've engaged with various schedules lately, and we don't have anough time to hang out like before. Not to mention that I will start recording and filming for my next comeback next week which makes me occupied for few months.

"Well, I felt anxious at first but yeah I managed. Irene is definitely a great help" I smile as the picture of my girlfriend holding my hand while feeling anxious emerge in my mind.

"You're so whipped Lis" Bambam just shook his head. He's not used seeing me like this.

"But I'm happy for you bro. Just make sure you don't get hurt okay?" He continued as he patted my shoulder.

"Thanks Bam. Don't worry, I'll be careful this time" I gave him an assuring smile.

My friends knew what happened in the past. How I got hurt, how I turned out not to dwell into serious relationship.

"You're not just our friend, you're a family" he paused for a while as he is holding his chin "by the way Lis, how did you end up with Irene? I don't even know you two were talking"

I looked at him and smile "We're just destined to be with each other".

"Just come to think of it, she looks allergic to men. I saw videos circulating online how she looks on men".

I raised my eyebrow on him then he snap his fingers.

"I got it! She wants women not men" he said while nodding his head.

I just chuckle on him. Personally, I didn't expect either. The way she looks and act elegantly, people can't think that she will fall in love the same gender instead the opposite.

"All along, I thought she's really dating Suho" Bambam said which makes my brows furrowed. That news is the reason I confessed unexpectedly.

"Don't bring that guy's name" I said in a serious tone.

"Yah! Don't worry, you're the one who melts the ice queen's heart" he said as he gave me a thumbs up. "What about we go on the club tonight to celebrate?"