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[Minho]

After I left I couldn't stop thinking about him.

Was he talking honest or did he lied to me? I can't really decide which one it was. It looked so real - like a life depending situation for him. Can someone play so good or was he honest?

I can't stop thinking about him.

What the fuck has he done with me. I never was this way. I never cared about other lifes than my family.




[Chan]

I enter the fitness room and Changbin is already training - like everytime when he has a bit free time.

"Hi. You are early in. Don't you have to work like normally?" Changbin asks me.

"Yes, I have but I can't concentrate so I train now." I respond.

"Oh. What's on your mind?" he asks.

"Well Seungmin came in my office and asked me some questions about Minho."

"And?"

"It's weird. He never came just to ask questions and leave. Normally he comes when I ask him to or when he has something to say."

"Ah probably because Minho vanished earlier." He tries to give a reason for Seungmin's behaviour.

"What happened with Minho?" I ask unknowing what happened before.

"Oh you didn't know about it?" He asked confused.

"No." I ask and the thoughts start circling around in my head.

"Well after Minho came back and got into his room to get prepared he was nowhere to be found. We looked over the whole mansion and asked all the personal but no one saw him." He starts telling me what happened.

"Why did nobody told me about this?" I begin to speak louder

"We all were afraid you take it all on yourself and won't let us interfere. We just don't want you to work and do so much until you can't do anything anymore. We are worried about you." He tried explain the decisions they made but I just hear that they are worried about me. I don't want them to be so worried about me that they don't tell me things.

"Am I really like this? Such a burden? I don't want to be like this for you." I reply as the tears start rolling down my cheeks.

"Nooooo I didn't mean to say it like this." He tries to stop me but I can't hold back anymore so I begin to run. I run out the room hearing Changbin's words are no more than a whisper. A quiet whisper. I hear him calling me but I can't stop. I don't want him see me cry. I don't want them to worry even more about me.

As I run the thoughts begin to be louder: Are they so worried about me? Am I really such a burden? I don't want to be. Instead of helping them I am a burden.

I arrive at my room and sit down beside my bed still thinking about what happened. Holding my knees with my arms at my chest burying my face in my knees. I want to break down. I want to cry until I see the next day came but I need to stay on my feet. For them. For my family.

What did Changbin mean when he said Minho vanished earlier that day?





[Changbin]

After Chan left so rushed I decide to go tell Seungmin and Innie.

I go to the living room and see them brainstorming on the big couch.

"Umm Seungmin Innie I think I have bad news." I say as I arrive next to them and stand in front of them both.

"What happened?" Jeongin asks back with worry on his face.

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