Stray Kids | Omegaverse

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[Jisung]

Should I say it? I don't know how he would react if I say it. I don't want to loose anything anymore. What if he rejects me and sends me away. I would be alone again. I don't know if I could be alone again.
"Jisung what is it? Are you ok? Do you need something?" Minho asks. I can hear the worried tone in his voice. "I t-think I am ready to meet my 'family'." He looks a bi shocked. He probably didn't think I would have decided yet. I didn't even wanted to say this but I couldn't say the thing I want. I am afraid. "Are you sure? I don't want to -" "Yes." I interrupt him. I am trying to get out of this situation or I don't know what will happen next. "Ok. We can go there BUT if it gets to much for you you need to tell me and we will stop it there and try it another time," "Ok." We stand up and he shows me the way, down to the basement. We walk further and arrive at an elevator and enter it. The door closes and he asks "Are you really ready?" "Yes." He presses the bottom button and the elevator moves. I feel a hand on my back, holding me. I feel a warmth spreading from that point out in my whole body. It feels so good, so relaxing.
The elevator drive is kinda long. How deep are we going? Then finally it stops and the doors open. It is dark in here, just a few lights to see the way and the doors. We walk along the hallway until "Here is it." Minho takes my arm to stop me. He types a code into the screen and the door opens. There is a bright light coming out of it but dimming immediately down so we can just see three silhouettes in there on chairs. The light brightens a bit up and I can recognise my father in the middle my mother on his right and my brother on his left side. the light light is still to much dimmed to see the details or the facial expressions. Minho leans from behind me to my ear and whispers "Are you ok with the situation?" I think I am but I need another second to organise my thoughts. "Hm." I respond and he gives me more space. "Jisung are you there?" My brother asks. "Yes." I answer coldly. "Please Jisung. Let us go. We are still your family. You can't let us here to suffer and die." My mother pleads. I need a bit to find my voice again. "Why should I? Did you let me go when I plead for hours or cried for hours and days? No you didn't. You let me suffer, all of you. None of you even thought a second about me. You just saw the money and help these people gave you for time alone with me. I was just a toy for you. You never saw me ass a member of the family." I say holding back my tears. I feel again a hand on my back, holding me up to not show these peolpe any kind of weakness. They don't deserve seeing me weak.
"I gave you life, a house where to live in and food on the table and that is the thank for all I gave you?" My father interferes. "What you gave me?! WHAT YOU GAVE ME?!" I am loosing it right now. Does he really think he did anything for me? "Trauma, fear, anxiety and a destroyed soul, this is what you gave me. The other things you 'gave' me were just for you, your own good, not for me. You don't know the feeling I had lying there, alone or with someone touching me, caressing my whole body with their disgusting hands, mouths and bodies. You all knew what happened behind that door but NONE OF YOU EVER DID ANYTHING FOR ME. IT ALWAYS WAS JUST FOR YOU!!" With this they all start shouting in pain. It kinda pleases me to see these cruel people finally in pain.
Suddenly someone drags me out of there instantly hugging me as we are outside of the room and the door closes behind us. It is a soft and caring hug. "It is ok." Minho says into my shoulder. I hug him back holding tight on to him in the beginning and I feel my body relaxing again as we stay longer like this. I feel safe in his arms, like nothing and nobody can hurt me when I am next to him, like I am unbreakable. But I am already broken. So broken I don't even know if I can be fixed.
After a time he lets me go and looks me into the eyes. "Are you ok?" "Yes. It kinda feels good to confront them." "Have you finished or do you want to say anything more?" "I think I am finished. What do you do now with them?" I ask him. "It depends on you if  you want to let us free choice or do you have something in mind?" I take a minute and he looks me right into the eyes. "I will let you free choice. You will know the best ways to punish them right. I trust you." I say looking him deep into the eyes.

This was a shorter chapter. I know but I wanted to upload today how I said and right now I am sooooo tired that I nearly fell asleep while writing it and I am sorry if there are any spelling mistakes, I am half asleep right now and use a keyboard that doesn't work a hundred percent.
Anyway I still hope you like this chapter and my story in general. Also I am always open if you have an idea for me to improve my writing.

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