Stray Kids | Omegaverse

16

[Jisung]

The car drive was very quiet. The only things I could hear were the other cars outside and the radio, which was so quiet that it took me a time it was even on. I didn't know what to do so I looked outside the window seeing the houses lightened by the street lights passing by but because my thought are somewhere else I don't really perceive them. I can't let the thought go. I can't stop them from circling in my head.
'Why does he want to bring me back by himself? Is it just so no one would get to know about anything we have talked about? Or does he care about my well-being and wants that I arrive save back at my dorm? Or does he want to get more informations out of me? Am I just a tool for him to get success? Like I was for my family? It can't be like for my family, he looked so worried when I told him about it. I don't think he is this heartless to let people do something like this, is he? Chan said he normally is cold to people. Why would he be friendly with me' The whole situation is too much. My thoughts are overwhelming. I feel like I want to cry but I can't firstly because he is right next to me and secondly it feels like I have no tears in my eyes. It feels like I can't cry from a physical reason. I just can't understand his actions and can't get his intentions. I am no special person. Just a boy without a real family.

We finally arrive at my dorm and Minho stops the car engine and I unbuckle my seat belt. "Thank you for driving me home." I say wanting to leave this car as fast as possible to prevent any awkward situations or anything else. "How I said earlier: I took you from home, so I bring you home. No need to thank me. I should thank you for helping us. It is a very big help for the group." He replies and I don't know what to answer but just in that moment something came to my mind, that I forgot. "Ok. Umm I have a question." "Yes what is it?" He asks interested. "Can you tell Felix to write me when he wakes up? I don't want to bother him or wake him up by texting him." Minho nodds. "Ok. Bye." He replies. As soon as I close the door the car engine starts and he drives away. Did I do something wrong. That was kinda cold.
I still think about him while walking up to my room. The thoughts are still occupying my head. There's nothing to do to get rid of them. I arrive at my room, unlock the door and enter it. I am looking at my phone to check my messages. As I look up from the little display and turn the light on I see something in my room.

Oh shit! Please no! Why is it always me??!!

[Minho]

I drive back home thinking about my behaviour with him before I drove away. It could have been a bit too cold, actually I didn't even intended to sound and act like this. I just hoped he would ask me something like he asked Anya. Well, I wouldn't know the answer but just the fact that he would have asked me himself. I don't know. I kept thinking about it all.
The gate opens in front of me and I park my car in my parking space. When I enter the house I see Jeongin, Changbin and Seungmin on Chan's lap sitting in the living area chatting. They immediately stop talking and look in my direction. "What are you looking? Happened something?" I ask them annoyed. "What is this between you two?" Chan asks. I think he is the only one to have the guts to ask me such matters. "What do you mean?" I ask him. What should be between us? "Well you behave with him other than with us or Felix or strangers and how long do you know him?" Chan questions. "What do you mean? How do I behave different with him?" "You are cold with us, don't show emotions but with him, you ask him if he is hungry and what he wants to eat, You even cooked for him. did you cook once for us? Did you talk with us active for hours?" Chan questions more. "How do you know about this? Did he told you about it?" "No. But I have eyes in my head. I can see your behaviour around him myself and the others also saw it." The others are trying to not make eye contact with me. They are scared of me. Am I really this intimidating for them? And they are part of my group how must feel my enemies? "It's true. Until today I didn't even know you can be something else than cold, scary and intimidating. This was a new part of you for us." Seungmin added.
I take a minute to process all they said and think of an answer for them. The problem is: I don't know the answer myself.
"I don't know. I truly don't know what's happening. I feel something but I can't say what." I answer honest. This is probably the first time I talk with them about such a topic. Probably also the first time I talk in general about this.
It feels good but at the same time I feel kinda naked. They know now nearly anything about me.
"It's ok to not know what's happening. It's normal and it makes you human." Jeongin tries to comfort me and break the silence. It helps a bit but just a bit. I still feel vulnerable and I don't like this feeling. "We don't want to make you uncomfortable, so I think it's better to break the conversation now and continue some other time." Chan suggests and I go up in my room.

Just so you know Minho and Jisung also have special abilities like Chan, Changbin, Hyunjin, Felix and Jeongin. I don't know. I just felt like 'It's enough for Seungmin to be a very good doctor, he doesn't need special abilities.
One of the next chapters could be an exposing of their powers. I don't know now how much I will get in the detail with the next scene but in one of the next chapters. I think no more than 3 until all the powers are exposed.