july 28, 2023, 8:40 pm
please leave me alone!!!
they said you are calling
now they are going to kick me out. I don't believe this.
Fuck angry face emoticon
kick you out? Why?
please don't call them and leave me alone. I'm pissed off
july 28, 2023, 9:17 pm
sorry — when you called last night and asked me to come move your bed, I was so glad to do it! thought being in contact was right, when I fell you asked if I needed help, that was so nice of you. And I care about you — but if you want me to disappear, ok. Hate that I've pissed you off, especially now. I'll stop all contact after this. If you ever want to reach me, you can.
july 29, 2023, 6:04 am
i am getting mixed signals. The people in charge of physical therapy are asking me to keep my leg straight in order to heal it properly. But they are not giving me proper doses of medication to do so. That's how they are trying to kick me out.
so phoning asking when I will be released is not going to help...or going into my roommate's room. I don't think that went over well either.I do appreciate you want to help but it would be helpful to consult with me first. I pooped finally. Day 7 here
july 29, 7:30 am
three flower emoticons
july 29, 9:56 am
Tried to call
july 29, 11:26 am
call landline phone (btw picked flower sprig from bush outside hospital that night, everything was dark & withered on it yesterday but this a.m. surprise, new bloom! want it to be symbol of beautiful recovery for you after dark times) please say sorry from me to roommate — old habit to respond fast to beeps/lights in hospitals (his meant IV not working, bad) — maybe tell him you've banned me from VGH, calm him?
I haven't been talking to him much last few days. He is kind of private and maybe my mandolin pisses him off
july 29, 2:51 pm
no answer on landline
July 30, 2023, 8:40 am
sad to miss your call, thought you were gonna call around noon, had to go out couple hours later, just back. how are you this morning? Did you see fireworks last night?
no i didn't see fireworks. i've been in horrible pain and no visitors for a few days. i lost my little speaker last night too. sad face emoticon.
damn! how did that happen? re visitors, if you want to scrape bottom of barrel at some point, invite me, would try hard to behave
took it downstairs last night. it must have fallen off my wheelchair. there are still a few things from around my place that i could use if you have time. Also hugs are always good.
July 30, 2023, 10:12 am
think i could come this evening around 7pm if that appeals? & could maybe get stuff from your apartment Monday if you gave me the key or some other way to get in
July 30, 2023, 7:47 pm
tried to call. no answer. i got the stuff from my place but maybe other stuff from store.
July 30, 2023, 11:30 pm
like, a shopping list i could get for you? k -- i do have that post-fall appt with dental surgeon (bit scared) but later on could go to store and bring it over to you.
feeling any knee improvement tonight, mike? hoping
July 31, 2023, 10:38 am
fingers crossed you're having better brighter day, mike -- maybe you'll see physio?
July 31, 2023, 12:26 pm
extreme pain today and they want to kick me out
July 31, 2:40 pm
when you're willing to stay in that dark scary place, you're in pain & working so hard to get healed, and they're pushing you to leave? wtf!?! just don't get it
August 1, 2023, 6:58 am
so great hearing your voice last night mike -- flower sprig i stole outside vgh last time had withered but now new purple buds on it! ready to pop, promise of good things coming... including crutch pads once we know which ones, sounds like v good healing help, eh?
August 1, 2023, 5:32 pm
hey. i'm headed home. maybe visit later?
August 1, 5:57 pm
yes PLEASE! like 7:30, would that be good?
can you come sooner? Dallas is here now and he can use your help to set up my bed
k, it's 6:15 now, can for sure be there by seven, maybe 6:45...looking forward to being there shortly--so glad you're home, mike
August 1, 2023, 11:25pm
so great to see you tonight mike, plus learn about trailer park boys! even got to hear you play with Bowie! Hope you have peaceful night in raised bed -- glad you've got doctor followup scheduled for the 9th--will check reviews of those crutch pads tomorrow
August 2, 2023, 1:30 pm
hope you're feeling good about being home in your own space today, free to make music--maybe some other good feelings too despite the pain?
August 2, 2023, 5:32pm
i can't view any of the links you sent me. I will trust you to pick a cozy kind I suppose.
i'm pretty much laid up in bed and sleeping today. Not much fun so far.
August 2, 2023, 7:48 pm
did you try tub contraption yet? v glad to be trusted about crutch pads, reviews were good guess it's ok if i order? Fingers crossed they'll help, ditto healing sleep. Got to work on fun quotient though, in or out of bed, important. Hope your pain's a bit less today, is it?
August 3, 2023, 12:31 pm
Hey. Still house of pain.
