OFFICE ROMANCE

Emma~020✨

Last night was a different experience, like he said, it was wild, pleasurable and scary.

I almost died at last when he choked me. It was strange, he looked zoned out, he didn't hear my voice or saw my red face attesting to shortness of breath.

He looked frustrated and somewhat hurt. It was odd how he requested me to stay so desperately and begged me to forgive him and caress his hair.

I looked at him, he couldn't sleep well last night, and so hadn't I.

I got out of his arms and wore his shirt, my clothes weren't in their nicest state anymore, thanks to him.

Arranging a paper and pen, I wrote a note and left, it felt illegal to do that but I wanted to leave.

I knew it was unethical to leave someone the next morning after hooking up, it seemed awful to me. I believed in the aftercare even if we turned away later.

As I got into my car and started driving, the tree-lined road made me have endless thoughts.

It felt foreign, I wasn't someone who hooked up frequently, I had had a few rebound sex after my first breakup but this didn't feel like one.

I was actually thrown into the lava of temptation, I wanted more and more and just more.

He knew me so perfectly as if he had been studying my body for so long, he exactly knew what he had to do.

I hated to admit it but he was the best one-night stand so far, didn't regret it a bit.

I stopped by a store and asked for birth control pills and the owner gave me a judgemental look.

I didn't expect any better, I had a hickey, a worn-out face, a long male baggy shirt on with no bra and panty.

It was surprising how I didn't demand him to wear a condom or something. As if I was too tempted, I didn't care if I got pregnant.

That was a stupid move. Something I would remember every night as embarrassing moments would flush my mind like a movie.

"You seem quite the adventurous one!" she exclaimed sarcastically passing the tablets to me.

"Last night was worth being one!" I told her spiteful, and grabbed the water before gulping one down.

"Was it really?" someone spoke and I looked beside. Jimin looked as if he disproved the idea already.

"When did you return from Malaysia?" I asked surprised.

"Last week!" he replied passing his straller to the cashier.

He was Yoongi's roommate in college when he lived alone in Germany, pursuing journalism. He was the only Korean friend he had, and since Jimin had issues with his family, Yoongi would invite him home every time he came here on vacations or festivals.

"Last week and you didn't visit us?" I asked disappointed.

Jimin was almost family, we had spent so much time together. He was like a cousin brother.

"I did last night and you weren't there, now I know where you were!" he exclaimed without looking at me."It was a really nice business meet up, wasn't it?" his tone sounded sarcastic as he stared at my top, it belonged to Jungkook.

It hit me now that I lived with my family now and I was answerable if I disappeared for the whole night.

I looked at my phone and I saw multiple calls from Dad and Mom, even Andria called me and there were several messages from Namjoon too, asking me about where I was and that he could pick me up because it was late and I had to be home because it wasn't safe to stay out for so long.