Addicted to you

Chapter 6

"See, it's shit like this that pisses me the fuck off" Jackson yells at me.
"I told you... It wasn't my fault" I say quietly.
"It's doesn't matter anymore, just shut up Samantha!"
I just stand there trying not to cry. Then all of a sudden, he slapped me making me fall to the floor.
"Your useless Sam, why are you even alive?"
"Quite frankly, I don't know anymore Jackson!" I yell black at him.
"Then go kill yourself already, like everyone's been telling you too!" Then he left...

I woke up gasping for air, and sweating.
Amber was staring at me.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah... I'm fine."
"Bad dream?"
"Yeah..." Is all I could manage to say.
"About what?"
I didn't say anything, just looking at her. Hoping she would understand.
"Jackson?" She asked.
I just nod my head.

About 2 years ago, I had this boyfriend... Jackson. When we first met, everything was perfect. He wasn't crazy, wasn't mean, or rude or anything... He was himself. But after about a year into the relationship, he started changing. Long story short, I ended up almost killing myself... I would cut, do bulimia (make yourself throw up)... Stuff like that. But then everything changed when everyone found out... Everyone helped me recover to the real me, and now everything is perfect.
I'm graduating, and starting my life today....
"Okay, let's do this" I say throwing the covers off me.
"That's my girl" Amber says laughing getting out of bed as well.

"You wanna take a shower first. Or?" I asked Amber.
"Nah, you go ahead. Your hair takes longer to dry" she answers.
"Okay... But after breakfast" I say.
"Heck yes" Amber says running to the door.

"Okay. So. Options are... Um... pancakes... muffins... eggs, bacon, and sausage... Cereal... Well, what do you want??"
"Sammy, just come on." She says grabbing my hand.
"Where are we going?"
"Starbucks, where else!"
"But we're still in pajamas!"
"It's 8:30... Like it matters?"

It only takes about 5 minutes to get there. When we walk in, the smell of fresh muffins and coffee fill the air.

"Order whatever you want, it's all on me" Amber says.
"Oh Amber, Your amazing"
"Yeah, yeah. I know. Just go order." She says laughing.

After we both ordered, we sat down and ate our muffin and drank out mocha's.

"Dude. It's almost 9. We have to get ready!"
"Shit... Let's go."

After getting home, I took a nice, long, relaxing shower.

"Okay... Come and sit, my dear lady." Amber says pointing to my computer chair.
"Yes ma'am" I say laughing.

It was about 9:45 when she got gone with my makeup. I have to say, I loved it! I don't ever do my makeup all fancy like this, but I do look fabulous! My skin looked absolutely perfect, not a freckle or bump showing! My Blush was just perfect... My eye shadow was ombré from light blue to white across my eye lid. My eye liner was amazing. It slightly hung off the edge of my eye lid in a perfect angle. My mascara was amazing! Everything was absolutely perfect!

I slid into my dress perfectly, which looked even more amazing with the makeup.

After Amber was done with her shower, be both blow dryer our hair. Amber straightened her hair, and I curled mine. Not just a curl... But one of those adorable tight ones. They look perfect on me.
I slid on my blue and white flower crown. And ta-da... Perfect!

My converse completed the outfit. I looked amazing, and so did Amber. She was wearing a short, cute dress that she bought from the mall. We were looking fresh as hell.

I grabbed my cap and gown from my closet and slid the gown over my dress. I decided not to put the cap on till we got to the ceremony cause my crown.