i have a friend, she was closed to me, she used to be my classmates when we're in 10th grade. she also really supported me to chain up with him and i'm happy to be friends with her.
long story short all goes really well, but everything kinda change when my best friends, technically she was the president of this event (re: ketuplak)– do her job with him.
her name is jeyla,
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gue paham itu cuma hubungan profesional antara ketuplak sama anak divisi nya, it's cool, but then i'm low-key jealous, you know? like, why are they bonding so much? is this rollercoaster of emotions where i want to be happy for her but can't shake the jealousy? life gets kinda messy as i try to figure out how to deal with the friend-crush situation without wrecking everything.
awalnya cuma obrolan mereka yang makin intense sampe bisa bercanda bareng, but then one day... selesai panit ngamen rutin, i heard something that makes me felt really jealous.
"jey pulang bareng gak?"
i'm like, "hold up, why are they so tight all of a sudden?" it's messing with my head, making me question if i missed the memo or something.
sebelum itu juga ada momen dimana gue mau ngasi uang bensin ke gerrald sekalian ngasih konsum (yang dimana itu job gue) and he refused it, i tell her but then she took it all from my hand and give it herself to him, and surprisingly he accepts it. oouch, i get it.
after that accident i automatically became so heartbroken, gue langsung cepet-cepet nanya "ini udah boleh pulang belum ya? gue udah dijemput"
besoknya gue jadi usher bareng dia buat persekutuan jumat, and then in the midst of silence– she reach me and tell me that she's felt so guilty about yesterday and all the things. well, i have no rights to mad but deep down it broke me.
i thought after that dia bakalan ngejaga interaksinya sama dia dan ngobrol selayaknya aja, but whoops i'm wrong. she's getting super chummy with him, i never say a thing, i'm jealous but i have no rights to be jealous.
