candlelight

spin off

;;

we never know what will happen next in our life, some people might say that. i think i agreed.

days goes by, monthy goes by, i rarely interact with him but my feelings still there for him.

akhirnya sekarang udah psat, it's some like ujian akhir, i survived until day-4, my friend accidentally called me, the name's ravi anyways, and i was... confused?

aku angkat, "halo?"
"mik login mik"
"hah? apasih?"
"login login ada valen"
ooh... that name... how his friend used to called him... "oh iya iya ini login"

these may be a small moment we share, or maybe some of my friends may said nothing? but hell it feels like i'm right where i belong.

we play, we laugh, every shared victory or defeat is a whole story to me. watching him playing and carrying the game... i never know i would be in this stage of life. even the day after that, he greets me and smile at me, i feel like i'm alive again, even my friends tired at me for screaming his name off because he's so nice, it's one of the many things i adored about him.

i know maybe i'm just a small chapter in his life, cuma perempuan aneh yang kebetulan suka sama dia, even just a spin-off in his story, but i'm okay with that. i don't need to be the main event, i'm just glad i still get to be part of the story, even if it's just in the margins.

because some journal have said, "the term of spin-off is to focus on the side-characters in the main film, giving them a chance to shine and have their own story."

it's in those little moments we share that i find my own special place in your life. and who knows? maybe someday, my little spin-off position might become a meaningful chapter in his story. hopefully. but for now, i'll hold on these moments, letting them be the hidden gems that make my heart beat a little faster, and hope for the best.

(i don't know what's this)