candlelight

d-day

now playing: mirrorball by taylor swift

maybe in this case of love, i will failed again. maybe all the moments that i have with him is not enough to make him fall in love with me. but that's really okay, at least i have some sort of time to know you, to see you, to have a moment with you.

today is the day, my school's christmas event, after this event over, i'll rarely see you. that's mean we will became more strangers. just so you know, i'm always here waiting for you to look back and come to me. i'm always hoping that you would like me too, but that won't happen right?

;;

as usually, i still not having a proper interaction with him, just some dummy eye-contact, maybe i will never.

also the next day, i heard that after the event over, he came home with my friend– who i told him about before, guess it yourself. i don't know, i don't have words that can adequately explain my sadness when i heard that. i think they became more closer, they talk to each others so peacefully, she gets the eye-stares of him that i'll never get. i also found out that even they're already exchange their seconds ig... so what's the point of this?

;

i know we're not gonna workout. but here i tell you, memories will always remain forever. so that strip of my photobooth with him that i took that day, was the memories that i always hoped would stay lived forever.

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it's always one step forward and three steps back. do you love me? want me? hate me? boy, i don't understand.

it turns out me and him aren't heading down the romance lane. bummer, right?

we squeezed into that cramped booth, pulling off goofy faces, ridiculous poses, and genuine smiles. the photo strips that spit out weren't about romantic fairy tales for me, but more like a hilarious collage of our connection. it's like, "hey, life might not be giving us a love story, but let's make sure it's a damn good friendship."

but if sometimes you changed your mind and want us to be more than just a good friendship, i'm always here.

ends.