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i'm so disappointed in myself.
i know that it's just me not knowing the answer to a question but,
it's just,
horrible.
when you realized that you were a stupid idiot, all along.
" it's just math. "
i don't give a hell.
i'm good at math.
and now i all of people forgot a term in calculus.
what if they think i'm stupid, of course they will.
'they' is my teachers.
they'll realize i'm not special,
not like i ever was.
i was so smart.
now i'm just a shitty 'above average'.
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