Love Hurts a Lot Sometimes...

Why is Love so Hard?(Part 3)

Dabi's POV

After Hawks found out about Shiggy and I, he decided to block my calls and texts. So I drove around town because it was the only thing I could do at this time, I mean what else am I supposed to do? Hawks isn't answering me....and I can't go back to the LOV hide out just yet.. I need to think about what I'm going to do maybe I should.........tell Shiggy about this.. even though that's going to be very hard to do........ but I need to do it at some point before.........it's too late...

Shiggy's POV

I start to worry about Dabi because he's not answering my calls or texts, I hoping he's alright but I feel like something happened and that's why he's not answering... I mean I hope that's not true but you never know with people these days.. I just hope that he answers me soon though... Twice has been trying to take my mind off things though which I feel grateful for but he doesn't have to though, I should try handle this myself.... but I do enjoy his company. He's a really good friend besides Toga, Twice is trying his best to calm me down and I try my best too but it's kind of hard.. Knowing everything Dabi and I have been though, I just hope he's alright and that nothing bad happened. 

Dabi's POV

I call Shiggy back, I sighed softly before he answers it. He finally answers my call, 

Shiggy:"Hey Babe~"

Dabi:"Hi.."

Shiggy:"What's wrong?"

Dabi:"I.. think we should uh...

Shiggy:"Should what?" 

Dabi:"Take a...break"

Shiggy:"...Why?"

Dabi:"I just...need some time to think.... it's not your fault"

Shiggy:"I understand.. will you keep in context with me?"

Dabi:"Yeah.. I'll call you tomorrow"

Shiggy:"That's fine.. take care of yourself okay?"

Dabi:"I will.. don't worry"

Shiggy:"Bye..."

Dabi:"Bye Shiggy.."

After we ended the call, tears started running down my face while I was driving. I tried to wrap them away but they kept on coming... I try so hard to act numb but it's pointless to do so....... what's the point of acting numb when you're not actually numb.. god I hate this feeling so fucking much.... my heart fucking hurts so bad and I don't know what to do.. I'm just trying my best here at this point.... I mean, I don't know what else to do here besides that.. I pull over by a gas station and turn off my car but not the radio, I listen to all the sad songs on my radio while tears run down my cheeks... I stay at the gas station until 4:30 p.m, I wrap the tears off my face and start up my car. I drove away and decided to stay in a motel until I get my shit figured out, I mean there's nothing else I can do besides that. I finally get to the motel up the road and park by a red truck, I turn off my car and undo my seat belt then I opened my door and get out. I slam the car door and locked it, I walked up to the build and opened the door. It closes behind me. I walked towards the front desk "Hello there sir, how may I help you?" I sighed deeply "I would like a room please" the guy nods his head "Alright, $25.00 please" I nodded softly "Alright" I grabbed my wallet out of my pocket and get out $25.00, headed it to him "Here you go" I hand him the money and he grabs it "Thank you" he says sweetly while getting my room card key "You're welcome" he hands my card key "You'll be staying in room 10" I nodded while taking it from him and heading towards my room that's on the left, I finally get there and unlock it slowly with my key. 'This could work for now' I lock my room door behind me and go out to my car to get my stuff out of my car, I grabbed all of my shit that has some of my clothes, shower stuff and a pack of beer. I head back inside the motel and walked back towards my room, I unlocked my door and went inside. I put my stuff my bed and took out one of the beer cans out of the 8 pack, I put the rest in the fridge. I sat down in a chair in the kitchen, I took a couple sips of my beer. After a few sips, I sighed very deeply while looking out my window..