Love Hurts a Lot Sometimes...

Love Hurts When You Have to Choice One Person...(Part 4)

Shiggy's POV

It's been 4 weeks since Dabi and I when on a break but we still talk to each other.. even though it's kind of awkward but I still talk to him about how things on going in the LOV hide out, I also talked to him about how everyone is doing and everything like that. He doesn't really call much though but I think he just has a lot on his mind and that's why he's not answering his phone all the time. I try not to worry about it, even though it's hard not too some times.

Hawk's POV

I can't believe Dabi did this to me... I thought he was the one but I guess....... I was wrong and now I will never trust him again unless he drops Shiggy and only dates me then I might give him a second chance. I'm not really sure though because some people never change, not even the ones you trust.... I will only trust him if he gives him a reason to but for right now, I don't trust him at all......

Dabi's POV

I'm not sure who I miss more of, Shiggy or Hawks... I mean I do miss Hawks but I think that I'm starting to miss Shiggy more but I don't know........... I just don't want to hurt them but I mean I kind of already did that and now I have to choose who to be with even though that's going to be a very hard distance for me to make... but I have to do it...... I took a nap earlier that morning to get my mind off things but it only made it worse so I decided to get up and start the day. I got up and took a shower then I put on some clean clothes, I blushed my teeth then I grabbed my keys and headed out the door. I locked my door behind me and headed towards the front doors of the motel, I opened one of them and walked out then I went towards my car and opened my driver side door. I got in and put on my seat belt, I started up my car and went looking for a small job that could help pay my rent and food. After driving around for 2 hours, I finally found a job that pays good enough for my rent and food. I parked my car in front of the building, I walked up to the front doors and opened the right side door. I walked up to the front desk of the building and was deeded by a women wearing a black dress shirt "Hello there sir" I smiled softly "Hi" she puts down a stack of papers on her desk "How may I help you today?" she says while looking at me "I was wondering if I could get a job here by any chance" I say while looking back at her "Yes of course, have you ever worked at a place like this before?" she says as she puts her glass back on and gets out a shat of paper "No, I have not ma'ma" she nods slowly "Alright, why did you decide to work here?" she says as she begins to write down what I'm saying "I heard a lot of good things about the work space and it sounded like a nice place to work at" she nods while writing "That makes sense, do you have any skills to provide this company?" she stops writing for a bit "Yes, I have great math skills to provide the company" she nods as she starts writing again "Sounds good, is there anything else?" she stops writing again "I have good writing skills" she nods as she writes it down "Alright, is that it?" she stops writing and looks at me "No, that's pretty much it" she nods as she puts the shat of paper in a filer "Okay, is there a phone number that I can call you by?" I looked into her eyes "Yes, it's (713)8905-234-5679" she nods while writing it down "Alright, thank you. I'll call you after I let my boss know about this" I nodded "Alright, thank you" she smiles while looking at me "No problem sir, hopefully we'll see you soon" I nodded while looking back at her "Yeah, I hope so too" After she wished me luck, I leaved the building and went towards my car. I opened my driver side door and got in then I started up my car and put my seat belt on. I drove to a subway and parked in a near by parking lot, I turned off my car and undid my seat belt. I opened my door and got out then locked my car doors. I walked up to the subway place and walked inside, I went up to the cash register and ordered my sub after they got my order I went to sit in one of the chairs by cash register. I waited awhile until they called my name, I got up from the chair and walked towards the cash register and got my sub. I paid them $14.00 and walked out after paying, I headed towards my car and opened my driver side door. I got in and set my sub down next to me then I put my seat belt on, I started up my car and backed out of the parking lot. I drove away and back to my motel, I finally got there and parked by a blue impala. I turned off my car and undid my seat belt, I grabbed my sub and opened my door. I got a drink from one of the vending machine outside of the motel, I got a master out of the vending machine. After I got it out of the vending machine, I went inside the motel and walked towards my room. I unlocked my room door and walked in, I put my drink and sub down on the table. I sat down and opened up my sub then I took a few bites, I turned on the TV that's next to my bed and starting watching my favorite show while eating and drinking. After I was done eating I turned my TV towards my bed and sat down on my bed while watching my show. I started to fall asleep until I got a call, it was from someone that I didn't expect to call me but I answered anyway.

Dabi:"Hello?"

Hawks:"Hi Dabi"

Dabi:"...What do you want?"

Hawks:"Oh nothing.. just wanting to see how the cheater is doing..."

Dabi:"...."

Hawks:"Oh, got nothing to say now?"

Dabi:"...What do you want me to say?"

Hawks:"I don't know... something"

Dabi:".....I mean there nothing else for me to say.."

Hawks:".....So have you choose one of us yet?"

Dabi:".......Not yet but I'm....working on it"

Hawks:"..Good, well I better get going"

Dabi:".....Okay"

Hawks:"..Bye"

Dabi:"Bye.."

After our call ended, I sat on my bed and thought about what he said. I suppose it's time I choose who to be with, for some reason I feel like it's going to be an easy choice this time. I hope everything goes well, I don't expect either one them to be friends with me after I decide.

Hawk's POV

I hope Dabi picks me because I'm pretty sure I understand him more than Shiggy does or ever will, I'll make damn sure he knows that by making him hate Shiggy and by making Shiggy out to be a cheater. Which I'm hoping will work, I will make sure Dabi is mine and only mine! No one else can have him expect me and only me, if Shiggy gets in the way of that then I'll.. kil him... Then he'll learn not to touch my Dabi, unless he wants to die!! No one will ever take Dabi away from me again and if they try to then let's just say there'll be a lot of died bodies... I will never let Dabi leave me ever again because this time he's staying with me and only me! I own him!!