14th January 2024

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Here is my reminder to never date anyone ever again. I really mean it this time. Every. Single. Time. They break up with me because one of my friends has been telling them random shit. Every. Single. Time. They get with that very girl. I'm over it. Once again it's my best friend that gets the guy. I can't anymore I swear. Crying is all I have done today. I mean a fucking group chat was made about me so of course I added my 'best friend'. She didn't know that I knew and decided to play dumb. I've quit darts. My life has gone down the bloody drain. It's always going to be me that's the screw up. Nobody cares about me. I'm not trying to sound that a brat or a pick me, it's just I feel like I don't deserve it. I have good grades, I'm rather mature for my age, I behave, I don't just sit on my ass all day and most importantly, I'm nice to everyone no matter who they are. I'm not one to be nasty but when you are pulling shit like that I will say anything just to make you cry. I'll admit that. I always have it all bottled up so when shit like this happens I let it all out. It's honestly not fair.

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