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9

It's been a week since I've talked to Walker and Brady. I was sitting in my room. Something I've always wanted to do was write a song, I have always wanted to take my career to the next level.

So I grabbed out a sheet of paper and sat up in my bed humming melodies trying to find a good way to start. I looked out the window as all the memories came flowing back about Walker, the times we had when I was little and all the stuff that has happened.

Then the lyricals started to flow in as I wrote them down. After about 3 hours I had a pretty good draft of a song.
But I was scared that they where not good enough, what would I do thought, who would listen to it anyways.
I came down stairs to see walkers mom sitting with my mom.

" oh hi, umm is walker here?" I asked a little nervous
" no, sorry honey he had some school work to catch up on." She told me
" oh ok, well mom I'm needed on set so I'll be back around like 6 or so." I said grabbing my bag
" ok, be safe and I love you." She said as I walked out the door

When I got there I saw Brady already sitting there.
" hey Palmer." He said waving at me

" oh hey Brady, ready to shoot today?" I asked him
" can't wait." He said laughing
Once I was done with makeup and hair I was now standing on set. This scene was the house part one when Walker, CC, and my character Macy went there.

When it was finally done I went up to Brady.
" hey would you mind looking at something for me?" I asked sitting next to him
" sure, what is it?" He asked me

I pulled out my song paper and handed it to him.
He looked over it and smiled a little.
" you wrote this?" He asked
" yeah it's not exactly done yet." I said
" no it's really good. Are you going to sing it?" He asked
" I mean I would love to but where would I sing it at?" I said
" what about America's got talent." He said
excitedly

" I don't know about that Brady, this whole thing is kind of just for fun." I said laughing a little
" hey you do what you want but I think you should." He said as I started to get up
" ok, thanks Brady, my moms here but I'll see you later." I said walking out

When I got home I started to not feel good so I went up to my room, skipping dinner.

I started to drift off to sleep when I had the urge to throw up. I ran to my bathroom letting it all out. I could feel everything spinning. I tried to walk back to my bed but I stumbled over my own foot. I laid on the carpet trying to get my thoughts together. I tried to get up but for some reason the floor felt very comfortable. I started to feel my eyes close.

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Sorry that this is so short, also a little warning that this book might be a little sad I don't know if you can't tell. Also I was on zoom for school filming this so it was so awkward writing this.