17 | geminifourth

20.

fourth
are you kidding me
gemini
you were here?
you were not out of town?
and what the fuck
why did you send your clothes
instead of mine

gemini
actually
i sent you 2 shirts
then all of the others are mine

fourth
why??

gemini
your clothes were dirty
and since i don't know how to use
the washing machine
i needed to send mine
okay????

fourth
okay i understand
but
i won't wear your clothes

gemini
why can't you wear them
are they bad
you used to tell me i have a great taste in fashion
was that a lie

fourth
they're not bad and i wasn't lying
it's just i don't want anything from you

gemini
we're not gonna talk about a few
clothes
are we??

fourth
you're a person who talked about my medicine
don't make me laugh now
plus i don't understand why are you
acting like this
weren't you the one who wanted to get divorced
now i agreed
why are you talking to me
what's the point of this

gemini
come on fourth
i thought we were out of some things
at least these ones

fourth
yes
when i was sitting at that table
i was also thinking that we were out of some things
but you are NOT

gemini
i wasn't bad to you for these months
i told you n'fot
i didn't do that on purpose

fourth
when you kissed me
hugged me
i thought your love was real

gemini
it was real fourth
i did them with my heart

fourth
you can't make me cry anymore
okay?
stop it please
i don't want to talk to you

gemini
yes, at first i was trying to be your friend
just to make you divorce me easily
but then again
you were a good wife fourth
i never meant to hurt you

fourth
do you want me to thank you for this
after how you ruined me

gemini
you are understanding me wrong fourth

fourth
i can only come close to you when you are sleeping you son of a bitch
the first day we got married
you threw me away when i was naked
just because i wanted to have our first night together
even though you hate me
you didn't have to do that
you can't hurt someone who is inlove with you

gemini
you knew
i was uncomfortable
because of what happened fourth
you could've understood that
a person who was raped by his stepfather
can't love skinship so easily
but now i really love hugging you
it makes me feel better

fourth
oh thank you so much
you finally got used to having your wife around
oh sorry
old wife around

gemini
put yourself in my shoes fourth
even though i don't want you to but
you were sexually assaulted
and then your boyfriend had an accident
now you needed to marry him because he won't live long
i didn't marry you because i pity you fourth
i did it because i wanted to live our last moments together
but it actually came to a moment
where i was a mess
if it happened now
i would be the best person ever
but the disgust i keep from my past
is just hurting me

fourth
i only wanted you to love me
nothing else

gemini
you know i can't control my feelings
especially when i was using antidepressants
and so many strong medications
if i still hated you
i wouldn't let you to kiss me
when i was pretending to be asleep

fourth
wait what
i didn't do that
you saw a dream

gemini
that happened??

fourth
hahahahah
how funny gemini
i think your humor became better
after i left

gemini
fourth
when we kissed
my eyes were opened

fourth
it was someone else who looked like me
i think you've fallen in love with me and that's why you keep hallucinating about me
and you saw me in your dreams

gemini
i hope it's not someone else fourth
because his strawberry lip balm tasted so good
where can i find him again?

fourth
is that a new game again?
don't do it okay
my heart can't take it anymore

gemini
why would it be

fourth
you're making me crazy
i want to punch your pretty face
I MEAN
jackass face**

gemini
okay okay
goodnight to you with my clothes my fourth
i hope you come back home and teach me how to use the washing machine
and cooking
i've been eating ramen for a week..

fourth
i hope you start eating trash soon
i'm going now
bass is calling

gemini
you're not coming when i'm calling

fourth
count it for the days where i called
and you didn't come

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Change of perspective now.
Try to understand Gemini better this way, and get the idea why he hated skinship with people. PLUS i told you he has some problems...

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