A year ago.
"Gem, i'm driving, can you please say it when i'm home?"
"I really don't understand you, Fourth. Why would you try to accept my mom's call? Wasn't it enough of what she did, and know she has the audacity to ask if we can let her fucking husband leave jail? Are you out of your fucking mind?"
"Gem, honey, please let me-"
"I don't want to hear from you Fourth! You are acting like a fucking child! You know what happened to me- Fourth? Fourth!"
I heard a loud crashing sound in call with Fourth. I started to panic, and tried to call out his name a few times. The last thing I heard from the call was sounds of screaming people and ambulance crews.
And after a few hours, i was in the hospital with my soon to be in laws. Fourth's car crashed to a truck on full speed. I was thinking that, it all happened because of me.
I was with Fourth's dad and he was looking at Fourth's laying body. I was doing the same while my mind felt blank.
"I don't want to lose my son Gemini.. Can you promise me something?"
"If it's something I can do, i will promise Pa."
"Can you take care of my son, and never let him go?"
I gulped. I gulped and looked at him totally frozen. I didn't think about this at all.
"What if he dies in coma?"
"Gemini, you are the best person to take care of my son. But, the doctors told us that he won't live long.. That's why i am asking you this. You were the only thing that made him happy. You were always there for him. You saved my son many times, and i want you to do it again.. Please.. If something happens to him, i will let you to divorce him and get married to whoever you want, you can leave our house too. But my last wish in behalf of my son is to have you as his caretaker."
He didn't know. He had no idea that Fourth and i weren't in good terms. He didn't know that, after they were leaving to sleep, Fourth and i were separating beds. And the last thing Fourth did made me want to actually break up with him.
But i couldn't do this to people who helped me. They let me live with them rent free for years. They didn't bother to ask what had happened to my family, they were so gentle and kind to me. That's why, i, hoping for Fourth to die soon, agreed on this.
You actually know that, right now i regret doing so. I wish i didn't choose to do it becaus of pity, i wish i chose to do it for my love for Fourth.
Whatever happened in past, made me realize how special and important Fourth was. I never expected to everything be this way. I never imagined that in our wedding, we wouldn't have any guests, we didn't even had suits.
It was a quick marriage. We just said yes and got married with Fourth's parents. But in high school, I imagined everything differently. I thought Fourth and i would have a magical marriage together, with our best friends, family members, mostly Fourth's, people we knew from faculty and so many other.
Believe me or not, i always dreamed of seeing Fourth walk down the aisle in a white beautiful suit. I always wanted to see him that way, and i was sure i was going to cry. For years, like a dumb kid, i tried to write my vow. I planned everything so smoothly.
But, you see, something that happens just in a minute, can make everything go away.
I regretted everything i have done for Fourth. But, the biggest regret of mine was to marry him to not disappoint anyone. But, things turn out to be that way because of me.
If i wasn't angry, at least, if i could keep my anger for one fucking minute, Fourth would never have an accident, and we could actually get married the way we wanted.
No matter how much i love him, doesn't mean that we don't need anything. I want him to see the world, wear a ring with me, walk down the aisle, experience having kids, get old together and so many things.
Maybe, my hatred was also because of him.
Maybe it was because i thought i couldn't give him the life he wanted.
He never imagined to sit for hours at night waiting for me, sit in the same table with my ex girlfriend, get sick because of my stupidity.
He only wanted love and care.
He wanted my love and my care, as a feedback of what he did.
He was there for me everytime and everyday.
And he wanted my love and care as a feedback of the years he spent with me, in therapy and hospital rooms.
But, now i know that, i can change everything. I will make everything right for us. I will make Fourth the happiest person alive. We will have a wedding, vacation all over the world, kids, pets, a house just like we imagined.
Better late than never.
I know, i am very late for these.
But who cares?
We are still kinda teenagers.
We can still do everything we want, together, hand in hand.
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By the way, in case you didn't see my announcement, i will start to write an angst fanfiction, but i won't be updating it everyday, because i want it to be literally PERFECT
It will also end as an angst probably...
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Teen Fiction"They only want you when you're 17. When you're 21, you're no fun." Gemini and Fourth were high school sweethearts. When they turned 17 they decided to start a serious relationship. But one day, Fourth, had a car accident and the doctors said he won...
