Becky's POV
"One?...one?..." I heard a woman's voice calling me..
I noticed that I'm here at our rest house, dad said that since I was a baby until 10 years old, I've been living here, but ever since me and mom got in an accident, we've been living in Manila..
why am i here
"Becca.." a voice said when I turned around it was mom.. I hugged her, tears started to fall from my eyes..
"Mom, I miss you so much!" I said while hugging her tightly..
"Becca stay strong many problems might come but always remember that mom will always love you!" She told me...
I woke up crying from my bed...
It was a dream but its was my mom not that young lady...
I remembered that this day is my mom 12th death anniversary i shall go to the cementery later and give flowers for her.. i miss her so much..
Since it was saturday i do not have to go in the university i have all my time to visit my mom..
While standing in the closet to choose my clothes to wear today..
i noticed this kind of old book under the old clothes that i wore when i was in the age of 10.. yep! Those clothes are still in my closet it was the last memory of my mom to me since she bought it for me before the accident..
I open the old book..
I saw a picture it was our family picture..the smile of my mother in this picture are so big that everybody will think that she is contented on what she has..
It has been 12 years since that accident happened.. dad said it was a miracle because I had survived what happened..
Flash back
12 years ago..
The day was covered with rain but since tomorrow will be my birthday..
8th birthday to be exact... my mom decided to take me in the mall and buy me my birthday dress..
"Are you ready becca?" mom asked me.. I'm excited because mom will buy me new clothes for my birthday...
"Yes mom! I'm excited..!" I said that I was still a little shy..
"We will buy your dress and you can also buy all the books you like!" Mom even told me that..
But then before I can answer what my mom just said I was deaf by a loud horn!
"Beeeeepppppp!!!!!!"
After that everything went black...
Flash back ends
My heart still aches for what happened it was my nightmare.. it was my fault..
if It was not my birthday the next day then we wouldn't have gone to the mall to shop and no accident would have happened... i was crying silently near the closet but then my father came in..
"Becky.. sweety its okay everything will be fine.." he said to me while hugging me tightly this is the reason why i love my dad so much he always make me happy and do his best to let me feel that it was not my fault...
"Its was not your fault your mom really loves you that's why she gave it to you.." dad said..
Maybe you are wondering what mom gave me..
Before my mom and me involved in an accident i was diagnosed having a heart failure i need to have a transplant and we are still waiting and my parents has to do everything to find any donor but when the accident came my mom decided to give her heart to me since she can't endure the pain she was in anymore..
i was still in coma that time and she was declared as brain dead right after that they do the surgery for me to live...
That is why even my mother is not here she is in my heart forever... i was in 6 months coma after waking up i just know that my mom did not survive and that she gave her heart to me....
"I'm fine dad" I said to him I know that mom didn't want us to be sad so I stood up..
"I'm gonna take the shower dad so that we can go to mom's grave" I said to dad
"Okay becky don't cry anymore okay?" Dad said to me i just answer him with a nod giving assurance that i will never cry again..
Dad went out so I did my daily routine..
3 hrs later...
Dad and I are here at mom's grave..
I had bought her the flower she really likes..
White rose..
"Hi hon! It has been 12 yrs.. look at our daughter she grows up having your beautiful eyes.." said dad while wiping mom's tombstone..
"Mom.. I miss you now.. I hope you will always accompany me and daddy.." I said to mom
I know she will listen to us...
I put down the roses in her grave and sit down beside my dad..
"by the way Becky.. I invited your uncle Manuel to come here and then later we can have a lunch date with him.." dad told me that as far as I know mom and uncle Manuel were really best friends...
But wait will uncle take his son with him??...
OMG! maybe what else will it do..
"Okay dad just for now let's enjoy this visit" I said dad suddenly there was a strong wind that caused my hat to fall off..
It has come a long way, I'm about to take my hat off...
When someone picked it up too..
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