Stronger

Hidden Family

Now you know he had me so fucked up in that last chapter. That nigga tried to play me in that hospital. I'm just gon let him think he run shit for now cause my best friend Layla and I got something for his ass. When I tell you one thing about me, I always get the last word in. His bitch ass just doesn't know what's coming for his ass, and I can't wait to see the look on his. Revenge is a dish best-served cold, y'all, and it gets sweeter from there. 

Anyways, back to our scheduled program...

When I woke up that morning, I had a gut feeling that I was going to encounter more bullshit today. Now that I've made a plan to escape with the help of my best friend, I feel so hopeful that I will be able to give my babies the life they deserve, not growing up in a broken home like I did. I am just still in disbelief my baby is gone, and now I have to break the news to my friends and family. As I'm in the bathroom getting ready for the day, Darius comes to do the same. It's awkward between us now, but I love him so much that I should give him another chance. After all, he is the father to my babies. Before I can speak, he stops me, holds my hands, and stares into my eyes.

"Baby, I'm so sorry that I hurt you and we lost one of our babies because I can't control myself, and I will forever feel guilt for that, and I know I will have to make up for it and prove myself to you and I promise that is exactly what I'll do I can't lose you, Mel, you are the best thing that ever happened to me and I apologize for my actions and from this day forward I'm a changed man I want to be the man that deserves to be your husband and the father of our children if you'll allow me" with tears in his eyes. I hate how emotional my hormones have made me since I've been pregnant. All I could do was sob. It sounded so sweet and genuine. He said all of the right things, and I don't want my kids to grow up without their father, so I gave in. "I love you too, baby. You mean the world to me, but if we are going to be together, you have to be honest with me for the sake of our children and our future, so if there is anything else I don't know about, I need to know right now, and I'm not fucking around with you." Before he responded, he took a deep breath and said, "Her name is Vanessa. She was my high school girlfriend, and she was supposed to be my end game, but life happens. I got her pregnant in my junior year of college, and she had a baby boy. His name is Andres, so that's why I was visiting my son and working out a new schedule with Vanessa. I was afraid to tell you, thinking I would drive you away, and I couldn't risk that, so I kept it quiet. I'm so sorry, Mel; I didn't mean for any of this to happen". I was shocked once I processed everything.

I first said, "Why would you keep the fact you have a son away from me!" I yelled, "Darius, that is a fucked up thing to keep from someone, especially from someone you claim to love, the person you are engaged to, the mother of your children. Darius,  why would you do this?" He began to sob. "I thought I would lose you, Melody. I thought you wouldn't want anything to do with me, but now I realize my huge mistake. You are such a genuine and honest woman. I don't know why I did what I did, Mel, and if you will allow me back, I will be better, Mel, please. I want to be in our kids' lives, baby. Please don't cut me out of your life!" he pleaded and fell to his knees, wrapping his arms around my legs and kissing them.

I have never seen him like this. He's vulnerable. I can't bear to see him like this. I bend down and kiss him on his head. He looks up at me; his eyes are so red from crying. I wipe his tears away and help him to his feet. I look at him, hold his hands, and say, "OK baby, I believe you. Thank you for being honest with me. I'm not going to leave you, but we have to work together, Darius. I mean it, ok baby?" he leaned down. He whispered, "OK baby, I promise to be better for our relationship and children. Thank you for giving me another chance." Then we kissed, and it was so passionate. He started trailing kisses down my neck, causing me to moan, and then he stopped and kissed my lips again as he walked me back to the bed and laid me down softly. He trailed his hand down my robe as he kissed me, and when he got to where it was tied, he looked at me for permission, and I nodded. He untied my robe, and we sat up so he could take it off entirely. Darius leaned down to kiss my stomach, then came back to my lips and trailed his hand down my body feeling my breast, rubbing my stomach, and finally rubbing my clit, and I let out a moan against his lips. He stopped kissing me and whispered, "Baby, you look so beautiful. I want to hear you moan, baby. Don't be shy." he sped up his tempo a little bit.

"Darius," I moaned. It felt so good. Suddenly, the doorbell rang, followed by knocking, and we had to stop to see who was there. Darius got up to answer the door while I got dressed. As I'm tying my robe, I hear, "Vanessa, why are you here? It better be urgent since you are coming to my door disturbing my fiancé!" after that, I hear Vanessa, "Darius, you got me pregnant again, so we have to talk now!" she shouted. I was so fucking livid I couldn't put any more stress on the babies, so I quickly calmed down. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?