Milk Marie

never lose me

this is a bit long but worth it i promise' 😭😭😭

melody.

well honestly i haven't even came up with what i am gonna say to him. i don't have a damn thing to say. but he's weird as fuck. so that's why i'm in lawson's friends face kiking it up.

i feel like i look dumb. "Well i'll catch you later pretty girl." Grant says walking off. I nodded and walked off making sure to switch my hips. I was wearing a skin tight bodysuit.

this ass, was poking. suddenly i felt goosebumps, like someone was standing over me. "so this the shit we on mel?" lawson looks down on me with his icy blue eyes.

i looked him up and down with my brown eyes. the height difference makes this hard. "so for one, im grown and number 2 you aren't my fucking dad just a guy who serves up mid dick when i want it."

He scoffed at me. "is this about me talking to chass earlier? princess she asked me a quick question. it was nothing." he tried to explain. i rolled my eyes so hard they could have got stuck if i tried. "oh it was nothing. sure."

I attempted to walk off. Lawson grabbed my arm. "don't fucking touch me." i gritted. "how are you gonna get home, melody?" he yelled.

"I'll find a way. maybe your friend will take me home." I walked off. I found a bench to sit down on to collect my thoughts because i was very upset and acting while angry was gonna make shit bad.

I was sitting for about 20 minutes enjoying the warm sun on my brown skin and the waves of the ocean sounds in my airpods. "Are you calm enough to talk?"

"I am now. are you man enough to tell the truth?" i asked lawson. "Look she asked me how i was doing. she asked if i was with or talking to anyone, i told her i was." he said.

  "mhm. and did you tell her it was me?" i folded my arms standing over him.

Lawson's point of view.

Melody looked absolutely beautiful, her pretty curly hair, big brown eyes, and curves just were perfect. i need her. "hello.." melody snaps in my face.

"Sorry, yes i told her it was you. she was pretty ticked off about that." I couldn't lie to her. "why does she still care? because youre entertaining her huh?" her pink lip began to quiver.

Her brown eyes that are typically filled with innocence and happiness are welled up with tears. I couldn't bare to see this. "no. no pretty girl i promise im not." i hugged her placing my hands on her tightly.

She doesn't trust me. rightfully so. i was not trustworthy. melody is a good girl. sweet, good grades, good person, and I wasn't. i'd protect melody at all costs. How can i think all of this when i'm still making her feel like she can't trust me?

"How about this, i pick you up tonight and we go somewhere. let me make it up to you pretty girl." i looked down at her 5'5 frame. "okay. but if you aren't outside my home by 8 consider me out of your life." she walked away.

I let out a sigh of defeat. I'm letting this 5'5, curly haired, brown eyed, pink loving, angel ruin me. Melody makes me wanna ruin her. Melody makes me wanna protect her. I wanna be her last. I want her to be my last.

Melody's point of view.

I was on the phone with my cousin, princess. "So i mean what are you gonna wear? y'all was just beefing so don't give him no pussy melody." she was dead set on me not doing nothing tonight.