i told you - chris sturniolo

13. hey mamas

victoria

I wake up in chris' arms and immediately smile, and remember the events of last night. Even if i'm not a virgin that was the first time something like that happened. He made me feel good I guess. I want to tell him that i like him so fucking much, but im not one to make first moves. I leave that all up to the men.

I dont just like him, I love him, and thinking about it, I've always loved him. I found a sense of comfort in Chris. It may be because of how overprotective he is or just because of how he always managed to make me feel important and loved. Even if he did say something about my mom I saw the look of regret in his eyes. He let himself slip, it happens to the best of us. Nick let something like that slip once and I slapped him and didn't talk to him for 2 days, but ultimately forgave him.

I lay awake thinking for a little while before a hungover matt comes in the room

"Hey Matt, how are you feeling?" I ask , still wrapped in chris' arms "my head is pounding" he says "did you guys not drink last night?" Matt asks, "No, I figured you guys would need a dd'' I said "So what happened last night?" matt asks i quickly explain what happened starting from when we found nick barfing on a tree "no i meant with you and chris" matt says "oh" is all i manage to say while heavily blushing "well i guess he apologized and we made out" i say like it was nothing "YOU WHAT?" Matt shouts "Matt hush" I say as i hit his arm "sorry what?" he asks quieter "we made out?" i said "and you said he didn't like you" matt says "shut up" i say "i told you" matt says

"Matt get out i wanna sleep" chris mumbles tiredly "you wanna sleep or you wanna make out with vicky" matt says "both, now unless you leave now you'll see somethings you don't wanna see" chris says matt quickly leaves and locks the door behind him

Chris turns toward me and leans in for a kiss. I accept the kiss and he pulls back after a few seconds. "I'm so glad i finally get to do that" chris says in a whisper "i'm glad you get to do that too chris" i say with a small laugh we just lay there and talk for a little while.

"Toria, can we talk about something serious?" Chris asks while sitting up. Of course I get nervous but reply a small yes and sit up across from chris. "Okay i wanna tell you something" he says with an anxious breath "go ahead i'm here to listen" i reassure him. Opening up about his feelings was always a hard thing for Chris to do unless it was his brothers, or sometimes me I guess.

"Okay well if you haven't caught on i like you, a lot and i don't want to be just friends anymore. I want to be the only one that can touch you, the only one that can kiss you, and the only one you get to call yours" he says "of course chris. I want to be more than friends too. If it wasn't obvious. Just let me know when you're ready for a relationship. "I tell him because I know he has commitment problems

"okay, then I'm ready for a relationship," Chris says. "really?" I ask "of course especially since it'll be with you" he says "there's a question you need to ask" I tell him "ugh really?" he asks "yup" i say "fine victoria josephine fuentes can i be your boyfriend?" he asks "hmm no" i says fucking with him.

His face falls and just as he's about to say something i say "of course dumbass' ' his face immediately lights back up and he reaches out for a hug. I throw myself in his arms and kiss all over his face.

We lay there and talk for a bit before someone knocks on the door "can yall stop fucking and come downstairs" nicks says throught the door "why do they alwasy think were fucking?" i ask chris leans down to my ear and whispers "because they know soon enough we will be fucking" his words send shivers down my spine

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Later that night the boys dragged me into a car video with them. It's a try not to cringe and Chris immediately starts with "hey mamas'' and that sends butterflies to my stomach. See i dont like mamas but mama just does something to me. Nick notices and calls me out "nick shut up" i say "what your face went red and you looked overwhelmed" nick says. They go on for a while and i get a text

                          My pissy chrissy🤡💗

Do you like being called mama?
                                                                              No
Liar

                                                            fine yeah i do

Noted

                                                              Really chris?

Yup

I put my phone down and we continue the video. After that, we go home and stay up until 1am since it's Sunday tomorrow. We played Mario Kart and watched four movies. We all ended up crashing on the couch