i told you - chris sturniolo

3. spring season

chris

It was Matt's turn with the escape room and he was almost done. Nick had gone downstairs to his room and toria was just laying in my bed on her phone. "WHERE THE FUCK IS THIS DUMBASS KEY?" Matt yelled "boys quit it with the yelling!" I heard my mom shout from downstairs. I'm pretty sure she was on another work call.

After about 15 minutes Matt had successfully escaped and since toria didn't want to go we ended the stream. "Night chris, night vicky love you guys" matt said while walking out. "Night Matt love you too," I replied. Tori didn't say anything to Matt and it caused me to look at her and I noticed she was asleep. Well she did say that she was tired.

I turn to my closet and take my shirt off and pull different sweats on. A wave of hurt hit me when I turned to look at the girl and I couldn't quite figure out why, I honestly think it was for tori. She went through and is still going through alot. and I'm adding on top of it by being an asshole.

Everyone thinks that I'm playing with these girls but in reality they keep coming to me, just because of my new appointed fame. That's what that blonde was here for today. Yea sure i'll take them on a date or two, but it's always the same thing "can you post about me chris?" "Are you gonna tell your fans about us chris?" even when there isn't even an us. I'm used to it by now. And I hate it. Tori would never do that, sure she's in our streams and videos, but she isn't begging for it most of the time we just drag her with us.

If ever told tori im sure she would understand but i don't want to seem weak or like a little bitch. She's just always been there for us, she always saw me for me. even after getting 'famous' And I love that about her. I don't know why I'm being an asshole. If I'm completely honest I'm jealous because she's talking to jackson. Well not really talking but still.

Anyways tori is sleeping next to the wall, just slightly on top of my extra blanket. I grab my pillow and attempt to grab the extra blanket from under her without waking her up. I failed miserably. "Chris?" she asks tiredly. Jesus just her voice does something to me. "Yea?" i reply "what are you doing?" she asks "im gonna sleep on the couch" i say like it's obvious. "No come lay in the bed" she says. We've shared a bed before, but for me it's different. She has a different effect on me than before. She lifted the blanket and patted the spot next to her. I lay down and immediately she turns to me and lays on my chest.

Usually I can't sleep on my back, but with her she's an exception. Of course I've noticed how beautiful toria is, but looking at her now is a whole different ballpark.

Her mid length wavy brown hair, those hazel eyes with a hint of brown in the left one, her beautiful face, she has a defined jawline and high cheekbones that have a natural blush to them, and of course the freckles that are sprinkled across her whole face.

Don't even get me started on her perfect body, not that her body matters, but she's just up to my shoulders and her hugs are everything. She has small shoulders and a big chest if you know what i mean she has a slim waist with a little bit of baby fat, she's just perfect, her hips are wide and nice to hold, her ass my god the ass on this woman, let me just tell you in her volleyball shorts something happens to me. This girl makes me go insane.

I've known for a long time that I was attracted to toria, but I know she wouldn't want me. She sees me as just a friend. Nick says otherwise that toria finds me attractive, but I don't believe him. I just want to toria none of these other girls that are trying to either use me or get in my pants. I know that I'm overprotective of her, but I have to be. I've already threatened every boy in school to leave toria alone or i would beat their asses, but of course jackson transfers and immediately gets tori's instagram and starts talking to her. I didn't get to him fast enough. god i hate jackson. All I want is for her to be mine. I just want to hold her in my arms and let her know it'll all be okay. Even with her jackass junkie mom.

My thoughts are interrupted by her voice "chris?" she asks "yea toria?" I replied, "What are you thinking about?" she asks "nothing" i say not letting her in on my thoughts. "Doesn't school start in like 2 days?" she asks "yea. When are volleyball games?" I ask "I think next week. Are you gonna come?" she asks "of course. Are you gonna come to my hockey games?" I ask "what about your lacrosse games?" she asks "those aren't until spring. Remember i play the spring season" i tell her. "Well I'm looking forward to both of them," she says softly. "Goodnight chris love you" she says my grip tightens around her waist and i whisper "goodnight toria love you too" and i plant a kiss on her forehead. I just wished she loved me the way I love her.

I allow myself to think. My thoughts are mostly about toria and how I'm gonna get her to be mine. And how she doesnt let just anyone share a bed with her, especially while cuddling. I just thought and thought. After a little while I fell asleep with the girl of my dreams in my arms on my bare chest.

i just want her to be mine