My Pen Bleeds

Meteor

Never knew I could break my own heart.
Looking at the mirror I don't even know whom am I looking back,
Never knew I could be mad at myself.

Now, this is me
Crying in my bathroom floor,
Cursing and blaming myself.
It hurts so bad that I can't even breathe.

Wish I never knew you,
Or, only if I could disappear.
Why did I even text you,
When I knew my guilt would stab.

I am a sore loser I won't lie,
You were the moon surrounded with stars,
I was just a meteor passing by,
Who was destined to fall.

-Punam Pradhan-