You peak your head out of the bathroom to check if there's anyone in the hallway, then you look over your shoulder to see Kenna gently nodding at you.
"All clear.." You say, just barely over a whisper.
"Ok, want me to walk you to your dorm?.." He asks, sounding genuine.
You look at him as he says his offer.
"Sure... I would really appreciate it.." You say as you give him a warm smile.
As both of you are walking to your dorm, you run into Kuroo.
"Oh- my apolog-" You look up, to see who you bumped into.
"Oh! H-hey Kuroo.." You say nervously.
"Y/N! we've been looking for you!!" Kuroo says, his voice filled with worry, yet he also sounds relieved.
"We?" You ask, confused.
"The team! We have been all looking for you... And Kenma.. Where were you guys?" He asks, noticing Kenma beside you.
"Uh.. we were in-" You start to talk until Kenma cuts you off.
"None of your business." Kenma said in a monotone voice, sounding somewhat annoyed.
"We were just leaving" Kenma said in a quiet voice. He continues to walk down the hallway, looking back to make sure your following.
"Are you coming y/n?" Kenma asks.
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"Ya.. sorry, coming" you quickly respond.
"Where are you guys going?" Kuroo asks with a voice full of curiosity.
"None of your business" Kenma says a bit harshly.
"Just to my dorm.." you say reassuring him, as you walk past him.
"Oh ok, do you want me to come?" He asked, trying to sound kind.
"Its o-" you start, but then get cut off by Kenma.
"No." Kenma says in a stern voice. He places a hand on your lower back, signaling you to keep walking.
The warmth of his hand sends shivers down your spine, but you keep walking. You turn your head to Kuroo and mouth, "sorry..", Kuroo sees your unnecessary apology and nods+smiles in agreement. You turn your head forward now paying attention for what dorm is yours.
(The dorms)
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"This is it, " I say as we reach the door to my dorm.
"Y/N?.." Kenma asks, sounding concerned.
"..How long?" He says, as if he knows you know what he's talking about.
"Huh?-.." Your caught off guard. You don't under stand at first but you soon realize what he's talking about.
"I--.." You start,
Kenma looks at you with mixed emotions: worried, concerned, upset, disappointed and most of all, regret.
"Almost 6 years..." You say with regret in your voice. You truly are disappointed in yourself.
Kenma is genuinely shocked by this information. He looks at you with horror and sadness in his eyes.
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(OG pic is from the show, I added the tears and eyebrows)
"6 years?.." Kenma tries not to believe you.
"I--.. I don't believe you, I don't want to believe you..." Kenma speaks out as his words feel like blades in his throat.
His reaction makes you even more disappointed in yourself, you were almost 1 month clean.
"Y/N.. I.. I'm so sorry.. No one should ever feel the need to.. hurt themselves.."
"Kenma.. thank you, thank you so much.. I.. I don't know how far I would have gone if you didn't stop me.. Thank you."
Kenma stands there, he opens his mouth to speak but no words come out. You both stand there in silence for a few seconds.
"I'm glad I found you when I did.." Kenma says with a genuine tone and a small smile.
"I'll see you later then?-..." He says as hes about to leave.
"Yes, I'll see you later.." You open the door to your dorm and wave goodbye to him as he walks off.
You enter your dorm and you head straight to your bed, your exhausted. You pass out immediately as you lay in your bed.
