𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒/𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐘 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓.
[Fetus writing]
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The omega narrows his eyes, glaring at the alpha while clenching his fists. His husband's lips forms into a full smirk at the expected reaction, eyes gleaming with...
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As the days goes by, Jungkook finds himself facing something that he doesn't know how to deal with for the very first time in his already miserable life, he is surprised by his own fragility and the pain of his scattered heart. He is amazed at his mind and its ability to deal with emotional. thoughts, one after another, each one sadder than the last. He finds it overwhelming, bewildering, and invasive, flooding his mind. As a result, a whole new facet of himself emerges, one that terrifies him. The omega wants nothing but to tuck the old version of himself in the corner of his heart, he wants to bury the Jeon Jungkook, forever. He wants nothing but to scream and forget his tragic past.
But nothing changed.
After he told his husband to not show any generosity towards him, the alpha went back to his behaviour. The soft eyes turned into narrow and hatred filled once again whenever the other looked at him. It was heartbreaking, but atleast Taehyung didn't hurt him verbally after that, neither the omega gave him any reason to. Jungkook knew Taehyung hates him and nothing would ever be normal between them. But again, the fragile part of him wants nothing but to shove himself in the alpha's arms and beg for comfort and love. Jungkook hated himself for it. He despised that how living back in his grandmother's house destroyed him as a person. He could've been alive, could've been a healthier person, could've been happier.
But Jeonghan won.
Jungkook lips curves upwards everytime when the deceased omega's words linger in his brain.
You won't ever be happy. That's what he wanted, and he made sure of it. Even if had to sacrifice his own life for it. The omega couldn't help but feel awed at the hate Jeonghan held for him, he even destroyed himself for it.
The sadness is too much, it permeates every second of the day, looming over him like death and threatening his every thought.
He has experienced sadness and pain before, it's not new for him while living in the suffocated environment of his grandmother's house. But back then, he was also confident, he didn't feared with everything tragic, he developed the habit of listening to their cruel words and disgust filled gazes, there was also the excitement and anticipation of what was to come, for his future and all that he was going to discover and learn in a new world full of opportunities. This time, however, everything is different. This time, fear and sadness confront him alone, with the unknown of himself, and it is so overwhelming that he finds no way to deal with it. He lies down on his usual spot beside the window and looks out of it, eyes holding longing, he missed his mother. The thoughts flood in uncontrollably, painful for his heart in brain. What is he supposed to do now? What should he do?
Taehyung, Taehyung, Taehyung, divorce.
His imo told him yesterday that he should divorce the alpha if this life scares him, that he still has time and the case is also over. But the woman doesn't seem to understand. He's nothing alone. Didn't Jungkook learnt it enough by stumbling and suffering all those years? First father left so everyone hated his little self for it. Mother too left so the people who always praised him, adored him became monsters and ruined his overall bright personality.
