When I get home I walk in my room and sit at my desk and finish my letters for my dads. Once I finish my dads letters I make my way to their room and put the letters in the middle of their bed and make my way downstairs to the kitchen. In the kitchen I grab the sharpest knife I can find and two bottles of alcohol and go back upstairs and into my parents bathroom and grab all the bottles of pills I can hold. I go back into the bathroom and turn on the water for the tub. I go into my room and get my video camera set up and ready to video tape the last song I will ever sing. Before that I change into my favorite outfit, a pink dress and a black cardigan and white flats with my hair down with little curls at the end. Once I'm ready I hit the button on the video camera to start recording, I walk in front of the camera and say, "my name is Rachel Berry and I will be singing Don't Rain On My Parade by Barbra Streisand and this will be the last song I will ever sing. After the song finishes I say Goodbye and turn the camera off and make my way into the bathroom and turn the water for the tub off. I grab all the bottles of pills and swallow all the pils and I start to feel really lightheaded I grab the knife and my cellphone and get into the bath and call Noah one last time and when he answers I just say" I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused you and the rest of the glee club and that I will always love you" and then I hang up on him before he can respond and I drop for my phone in the bath and cut both wrists really deep and fall unconscious and let the darkness overtake me.
