IVAN SAYS YES TO THE NANNY

Chapter 12

Hazel's POV 
It's raining heavily today. The temperature has dropped down so it's pretty cold. I feel so uneasy. There is a dread in my gut. I know I am overreacting. There is nothing to be worried about. Still I feel nauseous and jittery today. The door bell rings . Since max and Linda have already left. I go to open the door. Opening the door I see that one person I never expected to meet again. My ex boyfriend is standing at the threshold, drenched due to the heavy rain .

"Jordan, what are you doing here ? How do you know I live here ? "

"Hazel , baby I missed you so much " He hugs me tightly. I just stand there with my hands on my side . I slightly pat his back .

" Why are you here ?"

"Hazel , I know I left you. But please give me another chance. I swear everything will be fine now. You will be my priority from now on. My business is thriving slowly and steadily. We can be together now."  He says desperately grabbing my hands .

" Who are you ? And what are you doing in my house. " An angry Ivan calls out.
I turn around to look at him. He looks murderous. He is standing at the top stair holding Alex's hand .

"I am so sorry. He is Jordan - my ex . Sorry I'll be back soon ."

I take Jordan's hand to go outside and close the door .

"What are you doing here. Who gave you my address ? "

"Your roommate gave me your address. Look Hazel I am here to win you back . I know I fucked up but baby please give me a chance this time. I'll mend everything.  "

"You need to go Jordan. My boss really doesn't like having people in his house and you are creating a scene here ." I say impatiently .
I am more worried about Ivan's reaction. He was not happy at all . He looked murderous .
"Baby I am here for you. For us ." He says putting his hand on my cheeks. I pull back from his touch. It burns into my skin like an acid creating a crawling sensation.

" There is no 'Us' Jordan. We broke up for a reason. Suddenly showing up here won't make me go back to you . " I
sound so calm but inside I am shaking with anger.

"I know you are angry. But trust me I love you Hazel . I'll do anything for you ."

"You need to leave.  My job is on the line "

He reluctantly agrees and promises to meet me to which I agree. I go back in the house.
Ivan is still standing there looking pissed as hell. If looks could kill I would be six feet under already. Alex looks disappointed as well and just shakes his head. What did I do ?
For next five days Ivan completely ignored me. He refused to talk to me . Alex was also disappointed. While I was completely confused by their behavior .

Today is Sunday and I am supposed to meet Jordan. I tell Ivan that I am leaving but he completely ignores me . It hurts a little. His silence is hurting me more than it should.
I need to end things with Jordan so I leave.

When I return, I directly go into my room. I clearly told Jordan that we have no future  He should focus on someone else. I don't love him. I am thoroughly done with him.
There is a knock on the door. I open it to find Ivan .
"Finally you want to talk but I am not ready now." I say with haughtiness . Then turn to go .
He suddenly grabs me by my waist and pins me into walls .
His hot breath mixed with the smell of alcohol and mint fans over my face .

"what are you doing ?" I wisper silently.
He looks at my face breathing heavily. His fingers start digging into my waist .

"Tell me you are not like them ? Tell me you won't choose that loser ?"

"What are you talking about ?" I ask confused.

"Hazel, you are not allowed to meet him again ."
He is talking about Jordan.
This angers me. Who the hell does he think he is ? I can meet whoever I fucking want .

"Mr Ivan kingsmore, you are not my dad, who can decide what I should do or not. So it's better we stay out of each other's business."
I say slightly raising my voice .
His jaws clenches in anger .
He pushes his hard body into me . 
"You are my damn business ." He growls .

"Look, you are drunk. You are not in your senses.  So I suggest you let me go ."

"Hazel do what I say. Otherwise the consequences- " He gritts his teeth .

" Otherwise what ? " I shout getting in his face .

"You better let me go , Ivan . NOW ." I push him and start to leave .

In a spur of moment he grabs me again and I start struggling in his hold .
"Stop it !" He orders.
I still continue to struggle. He grabs my hair and tugs my face upwards. His face leans towards me. Our breaths mingle together .

"Fuck it " It's all he says before he kisses me. He starts sucking on my lower lips and then kisses me furiously. He thrusts his tongue all the way into my mouth. His fingers start traveling from my face to my throat keeping his thumb on my pulse point and rubbing it back and forth. I feel a hot rush in my belly. I am so stunned with this toe curling sensation .

"Fucking kiss me back " He growls in mouth. 

It's as if all the hell breaks I start kissing him back. I run my fingers deep into his hair. We fight for tongue domination. Pulling back only to get some air. It feels as if I am under a haze. My vision is clouded with lust.

After weeks of sexual tension both of us have given in to this mind numbing attraction. Everything feels blissful . Ivan starts kissing my cheeks then jaws and then advances towards my neck . His pad of thumb near my pulse is still rubbing my pulse. I am drowning in all the pool of pleasure. Suddenly my starts phone ringing.

I open my eyes and it feels like all the clouded haze of lust gets clear. I start to feel this sickening in my stomach when I look down to look at the screen. It's Jordan. We are both looking at the screen .
I am so perplexed right now weather I should pick it or not. Before I can explain to Ivan . He is already gone.

Does he regret kissing me ? Why did he go ?