Love him or not

Chapter 4

I wake up to the sunshine pouring in the room. I try to get up put I feel a weight keeping me down. I struggle to get out and the it hit me. I layed back down I see Oliver by my side with his disheveled hair, all messy and cute. He actually looked . . . Hot. He started to stirr and I just stayed there staring at him starting to wake up.

“I enjoyed last night. a lot more than I expected if I'm going to be honest" He mumbles. He starts to run his hand through my hair that is currently looking like a bird's nest due to last night.

Last night was amazing. It was so mesmerizing, so intriguing. I felt like I was flying to the heavens. I knew it was.a mistake to let someone in when you just met him. But, hey. Who knows, I'll just blame it on.the alcohol if it starts to get messy. Oliver made me feel so special last night I have never been kissed like that before. I  mean it wasn't my first kiss, but this time it was more passionate, so strong. It told a thousand words in a single kiss. I can't help to feel uncomfortable with his wandering hands, but a small price to pay for such a special night . It will truly be a night I won't forget.

“I'm glad I could be your entertainment for tonight." It sounded slutty, but we both knew it was just a mistake and we would both leave each other before anyone would find out.

“Woah, trying to get rid of me for your next hook-up. Jeez at least enjoy last night before you move on." He flashes me a smirk and tries to get off the bed put he quickly lays back down and groans.

“Excuse you but I'm not one of the slutty whores that hooks up with every guy that comes in her line of sight. Actually this is the first time I've made out with someone in a long ass time." Now I try to getting up,but I immediately regret it because a pounding headache came crashing in on me.

“ Well sorry for getting the wrong impression, but you were really fired up that I got the wrong idea" I cringed at the way he said 'fired up' because that can be taken the wrong way. He once again attempts to get up and he headed to the bathroom muttering something about a fucking hangover. I too try to get up and I head to a separate  bathroom to take a look at myself.

Once I saw my reflection I winced. To say I looked like shit would be the understatement of the century.  My hair was standing up in all directions, my lips were still a bit swollen, my mascara left streaks down my cheeks, Oliver left so many hickeys I could be mistaken for a leapord.

"Damn, I guess we hit it harder than I expected. Look at me, I look I went to hell and back"  I tried to finger comb my hair and wash the leftover make-up that was left behind. Then I felt a someone's hands find their way to my waist.

"I guess we did, didn't we. I look like shit too. How about a shower together. Help each other get clean." I look at his reflection on the mirror and I roll my eyes. He can be such a perv.

"I don't think a big boy like you would need help taking a shower. He's should be big enough to clean himself off" I pushed him off and I head out the bathroom as I hear him chuckling.

"Oh come on, please just for right now." His hands reach for my ass and I slap him across his beautiful face.

"No, you just blew you chances. Next time you reach for my ass you get a worse punishment than that." I grabbed my things and I head for the door. But his strong grip around my arm prevented me to do so.

"Don't be like that. I was just having a little fun with you while it lasts. I just trying to ignore the fact that we are going to leave each other like none of this happened it hurts me because you are probably the best kisser out of everyone." Cue the blushing, I feel my cheeks burn when he said that. I had a warm feeling in my chest and now it hurts even more to leave him.

"I'm sorry but we both know this can't happen. Plus we promised each other it was just for last night, and sadly that's over. Excuse me but I have to go home." With that he loosened his grip on my arm and turned around. I had to leave before I start crying.

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"WHAT! How could you do that to him? He must be hurt, stranded, depressed!" Cora is yelling at me after I told about earlier events. Can you blame for what I did? I mean it was the best for both of us, right?

"I didn't want to leave him, but it was for the best. We both knew that we couldn't be together. It was all happening to fast." I get up from the kitchen stool I was currently sitting on and I head upstairs to my room.

"And why not, didn't you say he hot. So what don't you at least try to make it work." She tries to get ahead of me to face me, but I start to walk faster to avoid her glare.

"How can we start a relationship if we barely knew each other, we just met, and we only made out. It's not such a big deal to fuss over." How about Kevin, how did your night go with him?" I turn around to see Cora blushing like crazy and she turned around trying to hide her embarrassment.

"Hey don't this around on me. Otherwise I had a very good time with Kevin. We danced and we went for drinks, and we. . ."

"You what?" She start to blush even more as if that's even possible. She starts to play with the end of her shirt and is mumbling about something I can't hear to understand.

"Cora, what did you do? Tell me because now your just making me nervous." Okay now I'm worried that she pregnant or something.

"We may have had sex without protection." She says barely above a whisper. Okay now it was my turn to freak out.

"WHAT!!!! What the fuck were you thinking? Do you know what could have happened? Please tell that you didn't catch anything from him." I throw myself on my bed. How could she be so stupid.

"I'm not sure b that I caught anything, but I'm sure as help that in not pregnant. I already went to the store three times and went through thirteen test." I sigh in relief. Thank god nothing happens so far, that we know off. Last night was crazy as fuck. Only thing that's left is that Zach banged someone, I would be devastated. But by the looks of it, everyone was not thinking straight last night.

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Yes I am still alive. I am so sorry for the longest wait. It has been about two months since I last updated. But since I'm already out for summer break ill be updating more often. So other than that leave your comments about what you think. Check out my new book The Badass Roles Switched.

                                          Bye Loves ^ _^,

                                                Anpsan