im here to listen, sunshine. whenever you're ready | Comfort Sun x tiredReader

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the past few days has been a long, and rough for you. And to add onto that you have a full shift at the daycare today. You and sun are close like best friends. Nothing more, nothing less. You like it that way.

you sigh as you enter the daycare, and almost immediately, sun comes rushing to you.

"Hello, sunshine! Oh boy, today's gonna be great i-" He notices how tired you look, and crouches down beside you. "Are you alright? You don't look the best." he says, quite observant.

"I'm fine." I answer bluntly, my face not showing one ounce of emotion. My eyes stung from a night full of crying, and a tired body from the lack of sleep. Though, I still have a job to do. I attempt to walk past Sun, and reach the security desk to start working.

Sun grabs onto your hand. He has never seen you look like this, and it breaks his heart to see you with such sad, tired looking eyes.

"What happened, Sunshine? You don't seem fine at all.."

"I'm fine, Sunny." I say, stopping my motion, but not looking up at sun.

"You aren't..." he starts to worry even more for you. Sun pulls you into a big, yet gentle hug. Sun has always been quite affectionate with you, and it's kinda nice feeling the care of someone else.

"I'm here for you no matter what, Sunshine. I promise." it's nice to hear that, honestly.

I'm hesitant, and I'm tired. thinking about it makes my eyes water up. "I'm just, stressed.. T-theres a lot." I stammer

He notices how you get a bit hesitant. It's clear that you want to say something, but can't bring yourself to open up about it. "Come on. Don't bottle it up, talk to me. Whatever it is you're stressing about, remember you can always talk to me." Sun says with a caring, warm smile.

"School is almost over, I've told you about that. So, I'll finally have something off of my shoulders. But, there's some really big finals coming up, and I'm nervous. I've studied, and I've worked so hard. The thought of getting a bad grade, scares me so much. I don't want to be a disappointment. I don't want to fail, not after everything I've put into school. My sleeping schedule is wrecked with the amount of homework I get."

Sun listens as you vent to him. The amount of words coming from you surprises him. You haven't opened up this much about something to anyone in such a long time. He has never heard you talk this much, in this tone ever. It was as if all the stress you've had was being poured out into the words coming out of your mouth.

"And, on top of it all, family! They're expecting the best from me, and I don't want to disappoint them either. Plus, I'll be moving out soon to rent an apartment with this job to keep me living stabley. I-its just so much! It's overwhelming, and it's feels suffocating!" I feel like fainting, I can't breathe. My heart is racing, and my head is pounding. I step back from sun, and pull my shaky hands up to my face. I feel the tears welling up in my eyes again.

"Woah, woah, woah there, it's okay sunshine! It's okay! Everything's gonna be alright! You'll do good I know it!" he says in a reassuring voice. Sun has never seen you this worked up before. He wipes a tear that was about to fall down your cheek.

my eyes are shifting around the room, I can't find anything to focus on. I usually always find something to distract myself, not this time. My hands are trembling, my breath is shaky, and I can't breathe properly. I feel, smothered. My ears are ringing, I can't hear much of anything.

Sun is starting to worry even more. You're shaking like you're going into a panic attack of sort. Your breathing is getting more labored and your throat is closing up. What's happening?? Sun looks you in the eyes, trying to distract you and to calm you down.

"Listen to me. Take big deep breaths and look at me. Focus on my eyes. You're breathing too fast. Relax. I'm here. Everything's gonna be okay.."

I look up at sun, slowly pulling my hands from my tear stained face I wrap my arms around him, and start feeling a sudden comfort. A calmness soothing my troubles, my shaking seemed to calm as well. My breathing was still, quick.

Sun smiles as your shaking calms down. You can still tell in your eyes that you're feeling anxious but much more composed and calm now. Sun looks like he is trying to suppress back his own emotions.

"Everything is gonna be okay friend. I promise you, everything is gonna turn out okay in the end. I promise...." he gives you a tender, soft hug, giving more of a comforting feeling towards you...

my tears are still running, but my breathing has finally come to a slow, calm pace. My heartbeat, no longer racing. Why do I find so much comfort in a co-worker? In an animatronic?
Sun seems to be wondering the same thing. He isn't sure how he was able to have the affect on you that he did. But the one thing he knows is that he makes you feel safe, calm, and secure when you are with him. Sun feels so proud for being able to help you, and get you to calm down.

"Feeling any better?" he asks in a relaxed and soft voice

"Mhm.." I hum in response

Sun smiles, and pulls you slightly closer to him. He knows how hard you've been working and how much this job means to you.

"You are going to do so well friend. I have zero doubts in my mind that you won't pass and succeed. You'll be just fine, I'm certain." Sun rubs your back gently, beginning to quietly hum a soothing tune.

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