warnette imagines

im not hungry

(TW: eating disorder, insecurities)

(WARNER'S POV)

I know Ella has a lot of insecurities. She is absolutely gorgeous. I don't think anything that she says about herself is true. She hasn't been eating. And I know its because of her eating disorder. She said she wasn't hungry. But I know she is. I know she's starving herself. I know all she eats is gum. "I'm not hungry" she says. "Ella, you need to eat. It's time for dinner. Please eat something" I say. "Aaron, I'm just not hungry." she replies. I know she isn't 'just not hungry'. She hasn't eaten for the past 3 days. It's killing me. 

"Ella. You need to eat. Come, I'm making you pasta" I say. "Aaron please. I'm not hungry" she replies. "Well you haven't been hungry for the past 3 days. You need to eat" I say. I pull her closer to me, kiss her forehead. She hugs me tightly. "I'm sorry" she says. "No no no. Don't feel sorry" I reply. She hugs me even tighter. "Why aren't you eating?" I ask. 

(ELLA'S POV)

Aaron knows I'm insecure about my body. I haven't been eating. I told him I wasn't hungry. But he knows. "Love, you are so beautiful. You have nothing to be insecure about. You actually have nothing to be insecure about. You are absolutely gorgeous. Stunning actually. Your body is perfect. Please. Eat." he says. "Okay" I say. Aaron's face immediately lights up. He looks so happy. The last time I saw him smile was 3 days ago. He's smiling right now. I love his dimples.

He runs to the kitchen and starts making me food. I sit on the couch and wait for him. I'm not supposed to be doing this. I'm not supposed to be eating. But I can't stand seeing him like this. Once he's done cooking, he quickly brings the food to me. "Eat." he says. He sits down next to me and stares at me, waiting for me to eat. "Eat" he repeats. "Okay" I say. I start eating the food. I haven't eaten in so long. I'm starving. I quickly finish my food. "So you were hungry?" he says. I smile. He always made sure that I was okay. He would never want me to feel like this. I shouldn't have done this. I'm trying my hardest. I really am. 

(WARNER'S POV)

After she finishes eating, we go to our bedroom and start watching movies. She holds onto me tightly. "I love you" she says. "I love you too Ella. I love you too. Please don't ever do that again. Tell me if you ever feel like this again and I'll help you." I reply. "Okay".

(442 WORDS)

hello everybody! it is a bit short ik. i js wanted to say that nobody should feel insecure and/or starve themselves. if somebody is pulling you down please, please do not listen to them. nobody should be bullied for their looks. and nobody should bully anyone at all. imagine being so self absorbed and insecure that you pull people down to make yourself feel better. just imagine. its so messed up. people don't stop and think what might happen to the other person. bullies never consider that the person they bully might take their words personally, and might attempt to harm or starve themselves. its such a messed up topic and nobody should go through it so i decided to write about it because i wanted you guys to know that its really not worth it. and if you are doing this because somebody is pulling you down then fuck them(i was editing this and i js realized what i wrote 😭). and if you simply just don't like the way you look then you are perfect in every way. everyone is perfect actually. and it isn't worth it. thanks for reading till the end and if u hv any suggestions you can comment them and ill 100% do them. byeeee.