A Dream of a Lifetime...(translation)

Part 2 - The meeting:

"The anger you feel inside you doesn't reach anyone but yourself." 

P.o.v Carol: 

I continued my journey, and first of all, I embarked on the trip to the United Kingdom with a sense of hope and expectation. It was as if I was running away from the darkness that had clouded my life for so long. My arrival in this new country brought with it a mixture of emotions.

The earth, the language, and the people were different from what I was used to, but that was part of my search for something new, something that could fill the emptiness I felt. Little by little, I began to explore the wonders of the United Kingdom. I spent hours walking the streets of London, exploring castles in Scotland, and getting lost in the picturesque landscapes of Wales. Each place I came to visit brought with it a lesson and an opportunity to rediscover myself. I made friends along the way, people who were willing to listen to my story and offer their support. I realized that I was not alone, as I had been told. The world is vast and full of people willing to reach out when we need it most even without knowing them, and the support comes in many ways, even the least expected. 

As I immersed myself in this new life experience, I began to realize that my feeling of dislike was, in fact, perhaps a fundamental part of who I was. It was a peculiarity that made me unique, and not something that made me "anormal" compared to others, but still something didn't get right. 

The days went by, and my perspective began to change, not all, but only some. The trip to the United Kingdom was not just an escape from my previous life, but a journey of self-discovery and self-acceptance. I learned that life is full of challenges, but also of moments of beauty and joy. And, most importantly, I learned that my life has value. The words of encouragement of those who crossed my path echoed in my mind, reminding me that I was not alone on this trip. As my journey continued, I did not know what the future holds, but I was willing to face it with a new sense of purpose and determination. 

My trip to the United Kingdom had been a turning point in my life, and I was determined to embrace the opportunities that this new chapter offered me. However, once again, not everything was as perfect as I wished. That idea still hammered my mind, persistent and unwavering. When something settles in my head, no one can pull it off, no matter what they do, no matter how hard they try. My ideas are unwavering. So, with that obsession still dominating my thoughts, it was clear that it would not be easy to get rid of it. Unfortunately, I was more than determined to end my life, and that's what I really wanted to do. 

After all the trips I had made, the desire to explore new places was still boiling inside me, but the tiredness and disappointment were stronger. Without means of transport, I decided to walk aimlessly until, unexpectedly, I came across a charming bridge, the perfect setting to carry out my dark plans. 

As I prepared to move forward with my plans, an unknown voice erupted: 

- Don't do this, come down. I'll help you, please come! - The voice had a familiar tone, but I couldn't identify where I knew it from. 

She insisted: 

- Don't do that, go back down. Come, please! - Confused and terrified, I took a few steps back, hesitant, but still intrigued by the familiarity of that person.

Finally, I made the decision to retreat, abandoning my initial plans. At that moment, I ended up dropping my phone. The kind voice warned me about the fallen object, but I was so disturbed that I ran away without even thanking or saying a word. However, the voice continued to arouse sensations of recognition in me, although I could not remember where I knew it. And then the words came to my mind, and the identity of the owner of that voice became clear. He was a singer who had faced difficult times before releasing one of his albums. 

He had also fought suicidal thoughts, but found strength and support to overcome them. When he saw me about to make a similar mistake, he intervened to avoid an imminent tragedy. The singer in question was Liam Payne, a member of one of the largest boy bands in the world. After meeting Liam, I ran in search of a place where I could find refuge and recover from what had just happened. When I came across a beautiful house in front of me, I did not hesitate to enter it in search of shelter. My emotional and physical state were devastated, and that house seemed to offer the peace and comfort I needed so much. 

"Simply wonderful, it seems like a dream," I whispered to myself. Entering the house, I was greeted by a cozy and cozy atmosphere that surrounded the environment. The walls were decorated with beautiful works of art, and the air was impregnated with a soft aroma of fresh flowers. Every detail seemed to have been carefully thought out to create a refuge of tranquility.