WOW || Minsung

•Chapter 18

10 December

"AHHHH STOP IT!" Jisung was woken up from his peaceful sleep. He heard Changbin screaming and Chan laughing. He sat up in bed, staring at the door in confusion.

"In a dark world, without Seo Changbin~" Jisung heard Chan sing along as he blasted the music on full speakers. Jisung burst out laughing as he realised Chan was playing Can't live without Changbin.

"Yooo, yooo~" The rapper's adlibs could be heard from Chan's laptop. Jisung got up and out of the white hotel bedsheets and walked towards the door. He opened the door as Changbin ran back to his room. "AHHH NOOO!" Chan chuckled and walked towards Jisung.

"Hey we're leaving for the airport in the next hour. I hope you've already packed up." Chan said, walking towards the recently awoken Jisung. The younger was still slightly disoriented and his brown hair stood up in all different angles.

Jisung yawned and stretched before answering the elder. "Yeah I'll be ready soon." Chan walked towards his room and opened his laptop, deciding to get some work done.

Jisung walked back into the room and closed the door. He dragged his sleepy body towards the bathroom to get ready.

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"J.ONE!!" "SPEARB!!!" "CB97 CB97!!" The shouting. The cameras. The flashes. The crowds. Jisung didn't like any of it.

He felt someone put a hand on his hair before they were suddenly pushed out of the way by the staff.

"J.ONE!! J.ONE-AH" The noises seemed to be getting louder.

Jisung wanted to crawl up into a small ball.

He pulled his mask up his face even more.

He started feeling even more overwhelmed.

The shouting was deafening.

The flashes were getting brighter.

The sounds got louder and louder.

He was getting more anxious by the second.

Just before he got worse, Chan walked up to him and put his headphones over Jisung's ears. The music drowned out all the sounds. It calmed him down.

He could no longer hear the deafening screams calling his name.

The flashes didnt seem as bright.

Jisung weakly smiled back at the elder. As they walked towards the van, Chan kept a close eye on Jisung, incase anything happened.

The staff opened the door and let jisung enter first. Chan looked back at the big crowd of fans around them before entering the van.

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As they got closer to their dorms, Chan looked back at Jisung. His attention was solely on the youngest.

"Feeling better?" Chan asked Jisung, looking in his direction. His voice was filled with concern for the younger.

Jisung nodded and sent a small smile to the elders way. He looked out the window, admiring the scenery. There were clouds that were big and grey and that covered the dark, night sky. The moon was hidden behind the clouds. The trees swished and swayed as the wind blew. It would rain soon.

Many cars drove past as they drove towards the parking entrance to their apartments. The driver parked the car, allowing them to go into the warmth of their apartment.

Jisung opened the door and shoved his phone into his pocket. He walked towards their apartment and unlocked the door. He slipped off his shoes, took of his mask and walked towards his bedroom. He put his suitcase by the closed door and walked towards his bed.

He was still listening to music using the elders headphones, as his were dead and had to be charged. The soft sounds of I'll try by day6 was playing and he hummed along, looking outside his window.

He started reflecting on the situation that happened at the airport. He hated how he couldn't control his anxiety. It often annoyed him that he couldn't walk through the airport without his headphones without feeling anxious, but Chan and Changbin could.

He started thinking more about how his anxiety has flared up this past year, before his phone buzzed. The notifcation had taken him out of his zoning out.

He took out his phone from his pockets and saw all the notifications from various apps and various contacts. The one notification that caught his eye was from Minho.

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Minho [SHU.LINOS]
Hey Ji are you okay?
8:49pm

I saw what happened at the airport
8:49pm

I'm sorry that happened :((
8:49pm

If I were there I would give you lots of hugs and cuddles.
I'd smother you with love and attention
8:50pm Read

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Jisung smiled at the sweet messages from Minho.

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Minho [SHU.LINO]
All platonic of course!!
8:50pm Read
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Jisung chuckled at the elders behaviour.

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Jisung [HANsome]
I'm alright now :)
8:52pm

I could use cuddles
8:52pm

Minho [SHU.LINOS]
Send the address
8:52pm

Jkk
8:52pm

Jisung [HANsome]
Maybe in the future
8:52pm

Minho [SHU.LINOS]
JSGEGSHSVWV SUREE
8:52pm Read

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Jisung put his phone on the small bedside table next to his bed. He let out a long sigh and stretched. He had to quickly tidy up his room. A couple cushions were sprawled across the floor with a blanket next to them. Hoodies had been previously thrown from one corner of the room to the next. Plastic cups from iced americanos were littered across the floor. Music lyric sheets and notes were lying on the floor.

Jisung picked up each and every thing, vaccumed his room and tidied it up so that it was neat before deciding to shower.

While he was getting his clothes, a knock was heard on his bedroom door. "Hey sung are you okay?" Chan peeped his head through the door, looking at Jisung.

Jisung picked up the headphones he used earlier and walked towards the elder. "I'm feeling better now. Thank you." Jisung gave chan his headphones as the elder smiled.

"I'll always make time for you ji. No matter how busy I am, I'll stop everything to help you." Chan said before going back to his room. Jisung closed the door and walked towards his bathroom.

He turned the shower on, and adjusted the temperature to his liking. He heard his phone vibrate but ignored it. It started to rain again. The soft patter of the rain blending in with the sounds of the shower.

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A/n
Its 12:26am and im sooo tired.

Its my birthday today!! Im 1 year closer to death and to achieving my goals. As a present from me, ill upload another chapter later in the day.

Thank you for reading!
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