˗ˏˋOur Differences Sequelˊˎ˗

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Maddie

"Shut the fucking front door before I shit my pants. Oh my god." Josh gaped at a loss of words.

Anna screamed and then jumped up from the couch in Josh's basement and started sprinting laps around the room excitedly.

I smiled awkwardly in response after this.

Of course, I knew they'd have a crazy reaction about me and Devin being official. They used to freak out when he looked at me in high school.

They were ten times more shocked to hear this than the news about me losing my virginity to him a few months ago.

In fairness, I think they assumed that Devin would be a one night stand since that was always what he was known for in high school. Plus, they still think he's a douchebag even now.

But he's hot, so they encourage me to go for him.

Josh and Anna are a little twisted in terms of morality. I still love them, though.

Thankfully, I have high standards and Devin's a decent human being -- otherwise my friends would have been encouraging me to date a douchebag simply because he's hot.

And I must be some hot bitch for him to be this down bad for me.

But, of course, I already knew that.

Anna was in complete shock.
"I cannot believe you're actually dating him. This can't be real."

Josh started applauding me and I did a little bow and curtsy while Anna pretended to take paparazzi photos of me on an imaginary camera.

We were so painfully stupid all the time.

"Tell us about the sex." Josh demanded.
"Is he a top? He seems like a top."

Anna giggled. "Is he rough?"

I think my eye might've twitched as they pestered me with scary questions.

"Yes and yes." I clapped, neglecting to go into detail.

Anna smirked knowingly.
"You whore."

"Is he big?" Josh asked nosily.
"I hear he's huge."

I just shrugged in response. "I don't know. Anyways, who's hungry? I haven't eaten since lunch and I feel really hollow right now."

"Maddie, what the hell?"

Devin would actually hate me forever if I exposed him like that. It's intimate for a reason.

They were staring at me with disbelief and I just shrugged nonchalantly.

"Ask him if you're so curious." I replied, to which they both let out frustrated sighs.

They would never do that. I think Devin intimidates them, even though Josh and Anna don't get intimidated by people easily. Devin just has that effect on people, including myself.

I started to miss him as my mind became consumed by him. He's truly the only thing I think about every single day nonstop. Maybe it's weird and unhealthy, but I don't care.

Josh and Anna's conversation about sex became tuned out completely as I thought about what he might be up to right now. He's probably at work making alcohol for people. Girls are probably flirting with him at the bar and he's probably giving them short replies.

That seemed like a very Devin thing to do.

I missed him a lot more than I thought I would.
I love my friends and family, but they're not Devin.