Don't leave me behind.

11. bad day...

becky had endured another round of chemotherapy and this time he really felt out of it.

When becky and freen went home becky wouldn’t stop throwing up, she was wrapped around the bathroom sink and her complexion was paler than usual.

“becky, I think we should go to the hospital”
freen said in a weary voice as she paced back and forth throughout the hallway by the bathroom.

“Fuck that”
becky whined before she dry heaved over the bathroom sink once more.

"Drink this”

freen handed becky a bottle of water and becky chugged the water hoping it was ease her stomach.

“

This is out of control”
freen whispered to herself as she tried not to freak out for becky sake.

Suddenly, all the water becky just drank was pouring out of her as he hugged the bathroom sink again trying to stand on her foot.

“No becky fuck this, we are going”
freen hollered as she ran to the bedroom to pack a bag.

becky was trying her best to be strong because she didn't want to see freen freaking out so she wiped her eyes, which were wet from vomiting her stomach.

becky could hear freen running throughout the house in a panic, which made her stomach turn even more, suddenly she felt very light headed and she had to grab onto the bathroom sink for a sense of gravity....

After a few minutes, but what felt like hours freen came rushing into the bathroom and helped becky up off the floor.

Once the two were in the car, freen handed becky a bucket to puke in and sped to the hospital.

Once they were inside freen explained what was going on and becky was rushed to the back immediately... freen could see the weakness in becky, which was unusual considering how strong becky had been during all of this.

freen knew and prayed becky was going to be okay but she just felt so bad that she had to go through all of this... especially because everything had been pretty smooth sailing up until now.

Once becky was stable and had some fluids in her, sge fell asleep and freen was relieved to see the look of peace on becky face.

freen looked over all of becky features, and realized that they were slowly disappearing....
freen realized becky eyes were sinking and her skin was dry and sad looking and weak....

she didn’t love becky any less but .... she was just shocked by all that she hadn’t noticed because becky was good to hide her suffering...
she just started to cry and left the room so that becky wouldn’t wake up.

freen was in the hallway when a nurse spotted her and walked over looking concerned.

“Hey, how’s it going? Everything alright?”
freen nodded through the tears and the nurse went to check on becky...

When freen finally made her way back in the room becky was slightly awake
“hey”
becky said sleepily, obviously still under the meds.

“Heyy”
freen responded before kissing the top of becky head.

becky realized freen had been crying and became a little more alert
“scared you huh? ... sorry ”

freen voice was trembling but she managed to squeak out
“I don’t want to lose you”
before completely sobbing on becky chest..

“And I don’t want to die and leave you behind ”
becky said sadly before taking freen hand and kissing it many times with closed eyes.

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