4 months later...
I had woken up that morning and looked out the window. It was cold and rainy. I had to wear something that was warm. I had grown a taste for fashion because that was the only thing that I could express myself by. I put on light blue jeans with combat boots. I had a nice blue plaid shirt. I had a white watch on. I braided my hair into a nice long side braid. I walked out the door to go to school. I've been walking to school ever since the incident at school. as soon as I stepped out the door I saw Jayden walking out the door. I think he was walking to school also. I waved to him for the first time in 4 months. he waved back and walked over. We had a conversation the whole walk to school.
It went like this...
"Hi Jayden..."
"Hey Lily."
"I'm sorry I walked away before you could respond to what I told you 4 months ago"
"It's okay"
We started walking to school catching up on things.
When we reached school we went to find Jillian to patch things up with her also. We then saw her at the end of the hallway kissing Spencer Benders. Jayden stood there in shock. Once Jillian spotted us, Jayden took my arm and gripped on and tugged me closer to him. Then he kissed me. As soon as our lips touched I felt a magical feeling. Our kiss lasted until Jillian turned away back to her friends.
"What was that for?!" I asked.
"Nothing... I can't explain right now"
"I have all the time in the world"
"Fine. I'll tell you. Jillian is trying to make me jealous with her kissing Zach. So I kissed you to kind of explain in a way that I'm not jealous."
I kind of just stood there in shock. First of all I had my first kiss with my old crush/best friend. Then I was being used to explain to someone that he's not jealous.
I just sort of asked away and went on with my day.
By lunch I found a nice table and sat down next to Jayden. As we talked we then noticed Jillian walking over to us Jillian had turned from a nice sweet girl to a mean, popular, girl. She was friends with the whole school and practically forgot all about her true friends.
"So I guess you guys are a couple?!" She said in a sassy voice.
"Ummmm... Yeah"
I just couldn't believe Jayden had said that.
"Yeah we became a couple yesterday"
"Oh.... Well isn't that precious" Jillian then started to walk away to Zach and gave him a kiss on the cheek. That's when Jayden grabbed my shoulder and pulled me close to him and he kissed me again. I was getting used to all this kissing.
I was walking home all by myself until Jayden popped up behind me.
"Hey!"
"Hey Jayden"
"I'm sorry about the kissing stuff I just had to do something. But we could do a pretend breakup"
"No! It's okay. I can deal with it for however long you want"
"Okay, thanks your the best!"
That time he gave me a real kiss on the cheek. I blushed.
"Lily do you want to go to a movie at 8pm"
"Sure see you then"
I reached home and immediately ran to my room to pick out my outfit. I picked out a black skirt with my white converse. I also wore a red sweater and black beanie. I walked out the door and walked to the the theater with Jayden. The theater was really close like only a block away. So we got there pretty quickly. When we got there we picked out the movie Frights. It was rated PG-13. As we got our popcorn and candy we walked into the theater and found a spot to sit. We decided to sit right in the middle. Halfway through the movie I started to get scared. I had this scared look on my face as if I was about to puke. "Are you scared?" Jayden asked me. "Is it that obvious?" I said jokingly. He then put his arm around me as if we were cuddling. I soon started to feel a lot better. I know how I said that I didn't like him anymore but I guess I was starting to like him again, and I felt as if he was starting to develop feelings for me also. I didn't even know if we were pretending anymore. It felt real. Like real-real.
After the movie we walked home discussing about the movie and what we thought of it. As soon as we reached my house he gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked back to his house. I blushed and walked into my bedroom to sleep. I even forgot about writing in my journal I was so happy. So I just fell asleep to my thoughts.
