When I woke up my journal was gone. I looked all over the hotel room. It was nowhere to be found. I started to have a panic attack. I can't live without my journal. I had realized that I would find it before we left the hotel.
As Jillian, Jayden, and I walked down to eat breakfast, there was a long awkward silence. I said hi to Jayden and he didn't respond. I said hi to Jillian and I knew that she wouldn't respond. When we got off the elevator I had a breath of relief. I couldn't spend one more second in that lonely quiet elevator. As I walked over to the eating area I went to get some waffles. As I was getting my waffles I thought about why JAYDEN wasn't talking to me. I knew why Jillian wasn't talking to me, but JAYDEN?! That's just strange. I had wondered if Jillian had taken my journal and read it to Jayden. He would've read about me saying I liked him!!!! As my thoughts became stronger I started to freak out. I became flustered and confused. I ran back up stairs to wait for them to finish eating. I just wanted to leave this hotel.
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As we drove to Disneyland we listened to music and took pictures of the canyons and the sea. It was a boring car ride for me because no one talked to me. When we reached Disneyland we got our tickets and started riding rides. By 3:30pm we had ridden Splash Mountain, Space Mountain, Thunder Mountain, the Bobsleds, It's a Small World, and the Haunted Mansion. We walked over to go eat something in tomorrow land. I got pizza and so did Jillian and Jayden. Jillian needed to go to the bathroom so she left the table and walked to the nearest bathroom. When she left I had a short conversation with Jayden.
"Hi Jayden..."
"Hi Lily"
"Why haven't you been talking to me today"
"Because I know you like me..."
"How?"
"Jillian showed me your journal... Sorry"
"It's ok it's not like you did anything wrong, but just because I like you it doesn't have to make anything really awkward between us"
"Yeah..."
"Back to being friends" I held out my hand.
"Back to being friends"
We shook hands and started to finish our food. Jillian had come back from the bathroom. I wanted to slap her in the face. I thought we were friends. I guess we still are. She's just angry that I like her boyfriend. But I can't hide my feelings. That day at Disneyland was really fun. I loved hanging out with 1/2 of my friends...
