To Chill Out [On Hiatus]

aesthetics + playlist

(Image descriptions are in the comments to not clutter space)

N O V E M B E R

— if i just let go, i'd be set free

I was astonished at what I could do. And I wondered what else I could do. Maybe I would always wear the heavy boots of anxiety and the prickly coat of worry, but maybe -- even still -- I could just be a person who belongs in the world, even if it's hard.

— Carrie Mac, 10 Things I Can See From Here

J E S S I E

— the things i've learned from a broken mirror

"When you're drowning, you don't say, 'I would be incredibly pleased if someone would have the foresight to notice me drowning and come and help me.' You just scream."

— John Lennon

S O P H I E  B U C H A N A N

— and it feels like you never say what you want

How it was like I had no idea who I was, or where I was going, coupled with the fact that there was a piece of me missing that never seemed to stop hurting, never letting me forget, always reminding me I wasn't whole.

— Morgan Matson, Since You've Been Gone

T O  C H I L L  O U T

— you're only one step away from where you wanna be

I realized there was a piece of me that had been waiting for this to happen ever since we'd become friends—the moment when Sloane would realize I wasn't cool enough, or daring enough, to be her best friend. I knew at some point she'd figure it out, and of course, tonight I'd given her ample proof.

— Morgan Matson, Since You've Been Gone

playlist (youtube playlist in comments)

unsteady - travis atreo (cover—originally performed by x ambassadors)

already numb - dayseeker

snap - rosa lynn

fade into you - mazzy star

wake up, sunshine - all time low

weak - ajr

a world alone - lorde

i will be there - odessa

she's so gone - naomi scott (from the lemonade mouth soundtrack)

fake happy - paramore

drunk - dayseeker

therapy - all time low

closer to me - molly venter

something's not right here - onerepublic

beautiful times - owl city, lindsey stirling

pancakes for dinner - lizzy mcalpine

i think i like when it rains - willis

push play - zedd, miriam bryant

if you were here - carys brothers

all the way - poppy wilde

coming right back - celina wolfe

starving to be empty - dayseeker

my fault - imagine dragons

you're no rock n' roll fun - sleater-kinney

here without you - 3 doors down

these drugs - sugar pine 7

i'll stay - isabela merced

bruises - reneé rapp

medicine - daughter

cynicism - nana grizol