Dahlia Mountain

Destroyed

The door to the beach house slammed open and Nathan stalked into the room stripping off clothes as he went. I closed the door behind us and turned to find him naked and seated in the middle of the room, cock hard and just impossibly large. "Come here, strip, sit down." He commanded, no gentleness in his voice. I shivered at the promise of what tonight meant for me but strode toward him stripping my clothes off. I threw a leg over him and accepted his help lifting me up and onto his cock. For a moment he still held my weight hovering above him and before he let me slide down onto him he looked me in the eyes and said. "Tonight you will be in control of all of your pain. You'll fuck yourself onto me and at this angle it is going to hurt you tremendously. If you don't do it fully I will help you. If I have to help you it's going to be your ass." My heart was pounding in my chest and I should have felt fear at my impending torture but oh I wanted it. I wanted to tear myself in two on him. "It better be my ass" I replied. And he dropped me, his cock bottoming out far up inside me. I screamed and when I ran out of air drew in a ragged breath only to scream again. Nathan lifted me up a few inches taking some of the pressure off of my insides and I was able to breathe normal for a moment. "Not a good start little flower he breathed against my ear." Then he dropped me again. I moaned biting back my scream. I looked down and tried to work out exactly how far up inside me the head of his cock had to be. I should look up what is physically humanly possible next time I get the chance. "Petal. Move!" Nathan roughly barked in my ear. I startled and raised myself to slam myself back down onto him a scream tearing from my lips. "Again!" He barked. I threw my arms around his neck to pull my weight off of him and let myself drop back down. I did my best to ride him through the pain. Up and back down again, I tried to slam myself down as hard as he had, up and back down. Fire was tearing through my insides and I couldn't keep it up. It felt truly like I was being torn apart. I let my weight drop onto him taking all of the pain as I cried out "I can't! I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." Nathan pulled me up off of him to crush my mouth in a hard kiss. "Someday you'll be able to little love. I've got you now. Are you ready?" I nodded sniffing back tears "please my perfect god destroy me now." His hands went around my middle and he slammed me onto him full force before lifting me all the way up and slamming me back down. He continued repeating the move over and over and over at a methodical pace. From the first time I hit his lap I was screaming. I barely tore in ragged breaths between screams and just continued screaming. Nathan held me at the peak of his motion for just a moment. "Petal! You're better than this! Are you breathing?!!" I shook my head sobbing. "Breathe now" he commanded. I took in a huge breath and he slammed me down. I screamed. He lifted me up and barked out "breathe" I took in a deep breath. Down again, I was screaming. It continued like that and I had my breath. As quickly as I found my breathing rhythm my pleasure found me through the pain. My body was on fire and my pleasure was building higher and higher. My screams turned to moans of pleasure and I came on his cock fighting against him lifting me back up, pushing myself down into the pain. I was shaking and sobbing "my Mountain, my beautiful God" He smiled at me then watching me shiver in pleasure. "My precious flower do you know how much worse the pain is going to be in your ass in this position?" I slowly nodded my head. He continued " Good, now beg me for it. Beg me with everything you are. I won't give it to you until you convince me you want it more than anything." And then he leaned back in his chair interlacing his fingers behind his head watching me.

I never took my eyes off of his as I begged. "Please my god, my Mountain. I've needed this pain every night. My heart has broken without it. I'm begging you to tear me in half, destroy me! I want to bleed for you. I don't want to ever walk again. I want to die in your arms. Break me." I dissolved into such heaving sobs that I couldn't make words. Then Nathan pulled me off of him and lined his cock up with my asshole pushing gently until he broke that seal and was hovering just inside me. He pulled me up against his lips and kissed me with all of the love and passion in him and I wept into him. He whispered against me "I love you with everything petal, now break for me." And he slammed me down. I split in two. I came undone. I left my body. I didn't even scream. I just slumped against him. "Hey Jo are you okay" he asked giving me a little shake. I couldn't respond. I couldn't speak. I couldn't nod. "If you can't answer I can't continue." He said, real concern tinging his voice. I felt myself returning to my body. And I was coming... hard. The pain pulsing through me in time with the waves of my pleasure. I slumped back against the massive man crying out thank you's. As my cries quieted Nathan asked, "ready for me to join you my love?" "Gods please!" I cried. And he had me by the waist and was fucking me onto him roughly. I was screaming this time. I had no intention of trying to find my pleasure. I just let the pain wash through me and it was glorious. It was minutes that felt like hours later when Nathan roared his orgasm into me crushing me deeply into his lap. He moaned as he jerked inside me and I clung to him. "I love you. " I whispered over and over and over against his chest. He finally pulled me off of him and laid me gently on the bed. "I wish we could use the hot tub on the porch little one, but fresh tattoos and all." He said. He shuffled around the room gathering things. He brought me a glass of water and pain meds before stretching me out across him as he tended to my ass, cleaning and salving. I fell asleep on the bed wishing we were home in our big beautiful bed. I loved my beautiful Mountain and the home he'd given me and they were all I wanted in this life. I woke in the night to cramping pains in my abdomen. Nathan dug through the closet and turned up a heating pad and put on the kettle for tea. The warmth inside and out were both soothing. He then laid me over a pillow on my heating pad and massaged my lower back putting pressure on all the places that were cramping and the pain lessened even more. I loved his gentle caring as much as his beautiful violence. "I'm so sorry about this pain my love, pain without pleasure is never what I want for you." I moaned into the bed as his hands worked the pain from me. I rolled over and pulled him down into my kiss. I whispered against him "No, don't be sorry. This pain is for you too. I love it. I lay all of my pain and all of my pleasure on the alter of my love to you. I worship you with all of it my beautiful god. I love you with all of me."