Dead they're all dead not just the men but the women too and the children I killed them I slaughtered them like animals... so much blood... please help me... help me...help me...
Jerking awake from my sleep in the middle of the night Christmas was 5 days ago and I go back to school today.. Why did the voice in my dream sound so familiar? Swinging my legs off of my bed I got up but way to fast I grabbed a hold of my bed frame and my eyes began to blur I fell back on my bed as I seen a memory or a part of time that as already happened...
"You must do this for you're family son" I heard a mans voice bellow
"But why?" The boy asks
"You are a riddle don't you understand you HAVE to this is a part of you're ancestors now kill this filthy piece of muggle trash so we can get this part of you innatiation done and over with. DO IT NOW SON KILL HER" The voice screams
"AVADA KEDRAVA, " The boy says pointing his wand at the muggle who was terrified for her life
I was brought back to the future snapping out of everything. What the hell was that did I just see someone's past who lived here years ago and why did I just see it now? I've lived here for years.. I don't understand. I seen the women's eyes go white and her body slump to the floor I just watched someone die and I don't know what to do. After I thought the situation over more I needed to shower I looked like death. Puffy eyes and cheeks from crying myself to sleep for the past week haven't helped any.. I get in the shower and quickly wash my hair and body.
{11:30}
"Sis LETS GO!" I hear Remi yell for me
"I'm coming damn it!" I say grabbing my shit and walking down the stairs
We went to the train station by flow. We got there went through the entrance and I saw the Crismon red steam engine and my body relaxed. It was time to go back home.. I climbed on the train and found a private compartment for prefects. Laying down in the seat I must've fallen asleep because I was awoken twenty minutes later to a scream.
"What who died" I say shooting up in my seat
"Stupid first years got my new shoes dirty" Mae says with a smile
"Did you hex them?" I ask
"Obviously" They respond
"Were his he mae.. I need to"
"Don't you dare finish that sentence damn it Willow" They say shutting the door
"What whats happened Mae?" I ask
"You're Boyfriend has landed us all in deep shit do you understand that so don't say you need him okay because you don't"
"What has he done" I ask
"I can't say its for him to confess I'm so pissed at him I haven't talked to him since it happened"
I couldn't take it anymore "Damnit Mae where is he I want to see him why are you being so cryptic?" I ask bluntly
"Ask him yourself" They say while opening the door and Regulus walks in
"What the hell did you do their wand is in a knot" I say pointing at Mabel as they left
"It's nice to see you to my love..." He says cupping my face and planting a kissnon my forehead
I melted into his embrace. Not seeing him during the holiday was very hard and lonely. The darkness i felt during the break I don't feel it anymore. I hug him tightly. "Reggie we have to talk.." I say into his chest
"I know Willow I know" He says under his breath
"Let me guess i'm going to be in the dark for a while.." I say under my breath
"Just give me time please.. I can't word in correctly now.." He says with a sad tone in his voice
"Regulus am I in danger.." I asked bluntly
He nodded his head up and down.
"What did you do Reggie.." I asked
His face went gaunt like he was going to get sick "Please tell me you haven't started seeing a part of time..please tell me HE is wrong about you.." Regulus pleads
"Just this morning i saw someones past his last name was riddle..." I say while fidgetting with my fingers
Regulus takes his hand down his face and runs his hands through his hair. "FUCK" He Yells
"Can I ask what the hell is going on..?" I question
"They want me to recruit you.."
"Who the hell is they can everyone stop being so fucking cryptic!" I yell
"THE DARK LORD WILLOW! YOU KNOW THE PERSON WHO IS WANTING TO KILL ALL MUGGLES YOU'VE SEEN HIM IN THE PAPER!" Regulus screams so glad there is a silence charm on the door
My face contorts into a frown "What have you done Regulus..." I say grabbing his arm and he winces. I pulled up his sleeve and my face falls he has the mark.. The mark that was displayed on the mans left forearm in my vision...
"Get out now. NO better yet, I'll go. I need some air anyway." I say before i let go of his arm and begin to walk out of the door
"It wasn't my choice.. they tortured me..if you don't believe me, I have the scars to prove it." He says to me that as i reach for the compartment door, my hand falls, and I turn around with tears in my eyes
"Let me see them.." I say under my breath
He starts to take his jacket off and then his shirt, letting me see his back where the curses hit him. I choked up... "Reggie..." I say tracing them, and he winces the tears falling from my face. I was hysterical... Regulus puts his shirt down and jacket back on and turns around to face me.
"Is this why Mabel said you put them in some deep shit?" I ask him
He nodded "I need some air I'll be back.."I say walking out and holding back sobs
Walking to the bathroom I went into a stall and started crying.... Too much shit was going on I needed to give myself a release... My hand dived into my bag and I found what I was looking for...
Pushing my sleeves up one...two...three...breathe...four...five...six...seven...breath...eight...nine...ten...stop... breath...just keep breathing... in through your mouth and out... don't sink you are okay... I did the same to the other arm... Fuck... my eyes were dry and I was covered in blood I needed to clean up... Reaching back down in my bag I grabbed my first aid kit and started to treat the wounds. When the alcohol touched the red and bloodied skin I winced. I've done this since 3rd year cutting and cleaning wash rinse and fucking repeat over and over... Wrapping them up in gauze is always the worst part. If it's too tight they will itch if it isn't tight enough they will reopen. Twenty cuts between two arms... I sighed... You're stupid. I say in the mirror as I wash the dried blood off of my hands... I stepped out but ran into someone and I got another vision.
"Lord..." A familiar man says
"What you disgusting Rat" Riddle hissed
"The prophecy my lord.." The smaller man says
"I know don't you understand you foul!" Riddle shouts
"I'm sorry Master.." Wormtail says
Wormtail is working or will work for them to betray his friends... I looked up at who I bumped into it was Peter he smiled at me "So sorry just need to use the lue" He said brushing me off and heading to the bathroom. Walking back into the compartment he was surprisingly still in there...I sat next to him and let my head fall on his shoulder and for the rest of the ride, we were silent... Radio Silent
A/N Really short chapter my lovies trying to pace myself
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A rose hiding thorns
Fiksi PenggemarWillow Lupin a Ravenclaw 6th year is going through her life at Hogwarts with her twin brother Remus Lupin. Willow longs to be the best witch of her year and to get validation from her parents... When she doesn't get what she's always wanted she seek...
